teknomage

Another visit to the dentist today, another 3 fillings and another $200+ (of $780) that my insurance doesn't cover. It's been 3.5 hours and the freezing still hasn't worn off and it's starting to annoy me. I have spent over $1300 on the dentist this month. My insurance will cover 80% of that, but that's still alot of out of pocket expense I wasn't looking to have to shell out. There are times, especially around the end of the month when the whole being an adult, living on your own and being independant thing sucks a whole lot of ass.



Am going to miss going to karaoke tonight. Even though I've only been there 3 times (to this particular place) and really don't know the people that well, I still have fun. I honestly don't know when the next time I will be able to go will be. I had been going on Monday nights while my daughter was at her mother's for the summer, but now that she's back and school starts next week, I don't think there will be many more Mondays I can get out. I wish it was a Friday or a Saturday, at least I could make it once every couple of weeks. Though I know that wouldn't work out for some others.

I keep going to the mailbox expecting to either find a postal receipt for a parcel to be my Stargate SG1 Special Edition Action Figure I sent away for or a cheque from a company that owes me alot of money. Every day I don't find either. That's starting to annoy me too. I have alot of uses for the money in particular, the action figure is just a necessary touch to finish round one of the collection. But tomorrow is another day. And I will come home and wander to the mailbox, with my heart full of hope and once again have that hope dashed upon the rocks of flyers, credit card applications and bills.