Tuesday Apr 05, 2005

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Oh my goodness! The Quinne and Reagan set?!?!!!? love love love love I'm in love. Such beautiufil, beautiful girls.

I'm feeling a little bit better today, though I now appear to be losing my voice. Oh well.... it'll come back again. I'm taking today off as well, but I plan to be back at work tomorrow, damnit. Being sick is miserable, and I'd much rather be working.

I had a meltdown last night at Stephen's. I had come over to pick up some food, and I was about to leave and I just burst into tears and started sobbing about how sad it is to be sick and alone. I've always had someone to take care of me when I was sick in the past (a boyfriend or friend) but now I'm all alone in San Diego with only a few friends and my family 600 miles away. I think it was just the stress of being sick that was getting to me, and the general loneliness I've felt since leaving San Francisco.Thankfully, Stephen took care of me. He made me dinner, and then gave me a blanket to curl up under while I sobbed on the couch. Bless him. smile
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hang_the_dj:
I am from Pleasant Hill which is right near Berkeley/Walnut Creek area. I know what you mean though about missing it up there. It took me awhile to adapt to life down here when i went to school. I pretty much hated SD the first year here and wanted to move back. I would always say that after I graduate I would move back. I graduated in '03 and im still here. Ive been here for 5 years now and I actually love it now, even though I miss The Bay like crazy. All my friends are still up there too which sucks, but you I look at it as a growing experience. Your still close enough to visit and its always nice having good friends coming down and visiting. I think my releationships with my friends are that much stronger. You'll be fine though, just give it time and you'll know what I mean.
saucissedanseuse:
Mmm. I know i am talking just by seeing your few pics (and they're not even nekkid! LOL), but honestly, this "plus sized" issue sounds so strange!

i mean, i find it amazing how a girl like you sees herself as "with curves" and says that she's bigger than the american standard. last time i checked, america was the first nation in terms of percentage of obese and overweight population, so who is exactly setting the standard?

i don't think here in italy we have a "larger" standard for ladies, you don't see a rubenesque girl int he street and say "oh, she's so thin", but, like, aiki is considered rather normal. maybe she may be considered a biy plump by someone, but no one would yell at her that's she's fat or anything. and a girl like you would fall in the "slim as a pole" category.

so, lol. it's just puzzling. and don't worry,it's just words. as long as you, as you said, enjoy your own body, that's the only thing that matters! and i am very sure that loads of people enjoy looking at your pics, so your ego will feed on that too tongue

i just found the topic rather...curious.

ciao!

p.

ps: and get better soon!

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