tehbonehead

ah yes.

there are times when being a creepy sumbitch is nice... walking thru a walmart during x-mas shopping season, for example. very handy. no jostling at all.

buuuut, then there's the whole trying to attract women. or even friends. get this... it usually takes me about 3 months of NO interaction with anyone before people are comfortable enough for me to talk to. bars, clubs, coffee shops, whatever.


the bottom line? i guess women are afraid of me. i can occasionally get a date, unfortunately, i come off as too intense. if i try to tone it down, i end up over-doing it, and come off dull. it's sad, really. i'm almost entirely harmless, but it's caused me to lose another girl i really liked (first one in 2 friggin years)... the worst part? it seems i'm just scary enough for her to not want to get involved, but she still wants to talk, so i can't even be rid of her. i don't have the patience to be her friend until she's less intimidated.

oh well...

yeah. i seem like a real winner now.

and i can't figure out why women aren't lining up.