tehbonehead

i'm having a lot of trouble expressing myself lately.

i don't know what it is.

words don't come to me like they used to.

i thought it was the alcohol, but drying out hasn't helped.

i reread stuff that i wrote years ago, and i don't know how i did it.

music never worked well, i have no feel for it.

sculpture or metalwork does it occasionally.

painting or drawing hasn't worked out so well.

my idea of a machine (be it car, or whatever) has never appealed to anyone else.

and i've never been so good at talking.

hmph. i guess i might try photograpy... it's a little different. instead of getting what's inside out, i'll be waiting 'till i see what's inside on the outside, and capturing it.

damn. that confused even me.


someone find me a chicky, dammit! i was always good at sex...