tegan

so in less than 24 hours i will no longer be on the east coast OR in canada at all for that matter... its kind of wierd. i've been walking around for a while today seeing people i see all the time and going to places that i hang out quite often thinking that im not going to be anywhere near these things for a long time. once again, im going to go away and when i come back all these things that are firmiliar NOW and were once firmiliar will be foreign to me. it always happens like that... im not going to be working at my bar anymore (though my boss did tell me that if i failed miserably at becoming a tour manager or co-ordinating some sort of life for myself i can always have my job back), im not going to live in my sketchy neighborhood anymore, im not going to have my funny little cell phone with fish in it anymore... wierd. i've been here for almost 9 months... time flew. i hated being here and looked forward to moving away but i'm going to miss it. i'm getting all sappy.

why do you always meet awesome people before you leave? it's like torture... fuck.

i had mothers day dinner with my mom and step dad last night... t'was nice. i gave carla & curtis my bed 2 days too early but i was taken in last night and got to sleep in a real bed. my bed is my favorite place in the whole world... so good. Mmmmm...

alright, im procrastinating... i have to go pack.

goodbye toronto.

xo.
t.

claudia get your shit ready bitch...

add -

the last night working at my bar:

behind the bar:


ON the bar:


i've always wanted to dance on that damn bar.