tegan

photos:

this was the view i had all day whenever i looked down:


yesterday i got tattooed:


hung out with keith:


and millie:


and now im tired:


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so, is it so horrible that i've started counting down the days until i move? tomorrow it will be 49 so its not as bad as 50 right? i started counting 3 days ago... drew little arrows and flashy things in my day planner with the days until i move...

i have a headache.

i'm feeling... something not right. i just want to get there already. what will happen when i get there? how will things unravel? where will i work and will i be able to leave as soon as i get there? so many damn questions, i wish i could just know. i want to know now... i want to know it all now so that i don't have to waste any time when i get there and i can just get to it. i've been wasting time for years...

tomorrow i start a 8 (or something like that) day work week. not so excited about that but i'm sure i'll be fine.

im tired, i have nothing of any importance to say. not even sure im making any sense.

xo.
t.

mikka and i are getting married when i'm 30... she's having the babies and i get to wear the suit., which also means i get to wear the belt. break out those checkbooks bitches.