last night was fun. im going to add a whole bunch of pictures later.
i managed to make a complete and total ass out of myself while i was wasted. you know when you yell at a dog for shitting on the floor then you rub his face in it? i kind of feel like that happend to me today and last night. i went off on some stupid drunk tangent and then this morning had it rubbed in my face. the rubbing was un intentional but it happend and it fucking blew.
dont try to talk about important things when you can barely speak or stand. it leaves you feeling like a jackass the next day and wanting it to never have happend. at this point i think that it would be better if it didnt ever happen. if i didnt go to SXSW last year, this might of never happend. none of this. i wouldn't be in this situation, this STUPID situation, i woudln't of made an ass of myself, i wouldn't be so fucking veunerable... none of this. yes im speaking criptically.
im over at annie & katie's hanging out. we walked all over today and got stuff... took really funny familly portrait photos. was thinking about going out tonight but id rather avoid the akward situation that is definetly going to happen if i do go out. i dont know how this is going to work... we have the same friends. we go to the same bars. its going to be impossible to avoid.
blah. everything i think about leads back to last night...
umm.. i have realised being here that i was really fucking stupid to leave. no, i wasnt, it was smart of me to leave because i went insane and i needed to get back on my feet and figure myself out and now i have. so i have a plan, i know what i want... its funny how everything in your crazy head just falls into place at the most random time. everything fell into place in my head, i have a goal for my future, i know where i want to be and i am going to do it. i want to be here. i love this town... it is every city that ive ever been to all in one.
my family isent going to be too happy about the idea thats going on in my head right now but i mean i gotta do what i want for me right? everythings going to be alright. its going to be good. i know its goign to be good.
i went to the radio show last night at kill radio. (GTFUradio.com) and that was awesome. I was talking to Fu on the aim trying to get him to call coz he was wasted but it didnt work. thistle did call though. those boys are so funny. high school sean didnt show up... strange.
i cant beleive im leaving on sunday. it sucks. the weather is so nice here and all my friends and gaaaaah.
listen to me go over here today... blabbering away about shit all.
ok, im going to leave this now and come back later with pictures.
xo.
t.
oh yeah, and my birthday is in 3 days.
ok, here pictures.
me & reagan:
me & jorma:
me & claudia:
me, annie & erin:
tadaaaaaaa!
i managed to make a complete and total ass out of myself while i was wasted. you know when you yell at a dog for shitting on the floor then you rub his face in it? i kind of feel like that happend to me today and last night. i went off on some stupid drunk tangent and then this morning had it rubbed in my face. the rubbing was un intentional but it happend and it fucking blew.
dont try to talk about important things when you can barely speak or stand. it leaves you feeling like a jackass the next day and wanting it to never have happend. at this point i think that it would be better if it didnt ever happen. if i didnt go to SXSW last year, this might of never happend. none of this. i wouldn't be in this situation, this STUPID situation, i woudln't of made an ass of myself, i wouldn't be so fucking veunerable... none of this. yes im speaking criptically.
im over at annie & katie's hanging out. we walked all over today and got stuff... took really funny familly portrait photos. was thinking about going out tonight but id rather avoid the akward situation that is definetly going to happen if i do go out. i dont know how this is going to work... we have the same friends. we go to the same bars. its going to be impossible to avoid.
blah. everything i think about leads back to last night...
umm.. i have realised being here that i was really fucking stupid to leave. no, i wasnt, it was smart of me to leave because i went insane and i needed to get back on my feet and figure myself out and now i have. so i have a plan, i know what i want... its funny how everything in your crazy head just falls into place at the most random time. everything fell into place in my head, i have a goal for my future, i know where i want to be and i am going to do it. i want to be here. i love this town... it is every city that ive ever been to all in one.
my family isent going to be too happy about the idea thats going on in my head right now but i mean i gotta do what i want for me right? everythings going to be alright. its going to be good. i know its goign to be good.
i went to the radio show last night at kill radio. (GTFUradio.com) and that was awesome. I was talking to Fu on the aim trying to get him to call coz he was wasted but it didnt work. thistle did call though. those boys are so funny. high school sean didnt show up... strange.
i cant beleive im leaving on sunday. it sucks. the weather is so nice here and all my friends and gaaaaah.
listen to me go over here today... blabbering away about shit all.
ok, im going to leave this now and come back later with pictures.
xo.
t.
oh yeah, and my birthday is in 3 days.
ok, here pictures.
me & reagan:
me & jorma:
me & claudia:
me, annie & erin:
tadaaaaaaa!
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fridgemagnet:
You rock, thank you. 
voltaire:
I can't go out tonight. I'm super broke, because I don't have a job. But I will see you tomorrow.... I am planning on comming out for a little bit after the book signing....