tegan

hello suicideland.

i have to pee right now and i finished work like 2 hours ago. i figured out all my bills and i realised that im kind of fucked. i thought i was ok but aparently im not going to be ok until 2 weeks after i get back... providing i dont decide to either stay or book another plane back to los angeles within the next 14 days.

my birthday is in less than 2 weeks and im going to los angeles on thursday. i have yet to find a ride to the airport but my dad offered one today. so i got that.

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and when she opened her eyes, she realised that everything she had ever thought was real... wasnt at all.

nothing was ever real.

crushing.

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going to say it before i get wasted and let it out. im such a fucking pussy. thats the way its going happen. im going to get wasted and pour my silly little heart out and wake up in the morning wanting to get hit by a 16 wheeler.

this is all.

i have to pee real bad.

im watching ray for the 2nd time.

xo.
t.