tegan

so its now 5am and i just finished watching the entire season one of the L word. i am completely obsessed and i dont know what i am going to do without it until february 2005.

i cried, i got turned on, i jumped around, i laughed, i smoked an entire pack of cigarettes and now i dont know what to do wtih myself.

im in love with marina and shane, im so happy that dana and alice made out, all jenny does is fuck and cry and it annoys the hell out of me, im kind of glad that bet had an affair in some sort of twisted way but i still feel really bad for tina. that candace girl is pretty hot but i dont know about yolanda...

how am i going to contain myself... and where were all these amazingly hot women when I WAS IN L.A?? HUNH? i swear its all a hoax, because i went out to the dyke bars a couple of times out there... i went to the palms... oh yes i did and these 'hot' lesbians that 'live in L.A' are unfound, at least to me.

im even more obsessed with this show than i was with queer as folk. gay soap opera's are aparently the way to get me to pay attention for 7 hours. i've be3en watching t.v for 7 hours.

i think my brain is completely fried.

i want to go back to L.A NOW... i need to find these women there.

xo.
t.

p.s -the bank gave ME a visa... HA

first credit card purchase = flight to L.A