tegan

so i havent gone back to that job.

i did however leave my earings there so i had to go back and get them.

i think i might have a job at amato's in the restaurant part... but i want to get into the queenshead or modesto.

played with the lesbian club last night... fun fun at ciao. i breifly saw shayne & bunny but i was really spacey and didnt get to talk to them much.

it was really nice out today.

i've had a million and one coffee's today.

i dont want to go out tonight. i want to watch a movie.

i want to find a roomate who will move in with me who has absolutely no affiliation to anyone or antyhing that i know or do... but how am i going to find this person? should i look in the paper? oh i dont know i dont know.

i refuse to live anywhere outside of my little bubble.

my fingers are cold.

i want a yorkshire terrier but first i suppose i need a place to live.

sorry i havent been getting back to people much, i dont have internet access and my friends house who i was staying at wouldn't let me read my comments and sometimes wouldn't let me leave comments.

i think i want to sell my computer but then again im not so sure about that.

i want to go to sxsw again in march but i dont want it to not live up to me expectations... last year was the most amazing weekend i've had in probably about 5 years.

im wearin a bra, a red one, i got it at H&M (which is now open in toronto). this is strange because i NEVER wear bra's. its kind of annoying but it makes for a great looking rack.

make bailey come see me.

i need a haircut so badly but aparenlty i shouldn't because it looks nice the way it is now.

i need to go to lunch with my mother soon.

im missing palm trees.

i keep putting forth effort with someone and feel like im getting absoultely nothing in return... i feel like im probably wasting my time but i think i need to verbally hear it for it to really sink in. i think ill figure that out tonight. i wish i could read minds.

im wearing really cute brown boots that i adore.

my favorite colour is red.

i feel like when one thing gets better, all kinds of things get better but it only seems to last for a minute. something fucks up and i get let down with everything. im kind of used to it though. its getting easier to deal with.

im ok... not great, not horrible... but just ok.

im going to make it great though, even if it kills me.

this is all.

xo.
t.

i miss heather...