tegan

so now that i've said goodbye 3 days in a row this is really it. its kind of almost not even real... but i guess it is.

this is my last night having to hide from the mosquitos, last night trying not to wake up tuffy, last night going to zeigeist... wierd.

i am completely in love with san francisco and i will be back one day, its just too hard right now.

i think im telling myself all of this stuff rather than anyone else it just seems so unreal.

buford is sleping with me right now, snuggled up to my right thigh. his body is really warm. i love this cat SO much its rediculous... id take beg to take him with me if tuffy didn't love him more than i do.

so i found my i.d which is the biggest releif EVER. i am no longer a lost identity. thank god. i dont know why i put things in random places all the time... i always do that to myself, its kind of like that chinese finger lock thing... you know whats going to happen in the end but you do it anyway. well i guess that made alot more sense in my head rather than writen down.

well... i am now going to listen to cursive, possibly have one more smoke for the night and talk to stinky.

even though im only talking to them on aim, its still sad to say goodbye.

next sgsf event : VISIT TEGAN.

goodbye.

xo.
t.

p.s im no longer driving, now that i have i.d i am taking a mother fucking plane. thank god for deals on travelocity.

and tuffy is snooring really loud right now.

i get to see my you before i go... its going to be amazing.