tegan

so.

you know what im REALLY sick of?

im sick of people who hang out just to hang out. not because they actually want to... not because they really want to be with you... but because they just want to see you naked.

i think its getting to that point. im sick of just seeing people. its been a long ass time. almost 2 years if you think about it. Candice was my last monogamous relationship... that was... jesus. 2 1/2 years ago.

so anyway, yeah whatever.

i miss stormy lots and lots... i found out she misses me on a mirror. you will all see what im talking about one day. that makes me smile on the inside. i love her.

TWWLY? philly? im here... waiting for you. until june 10th.

la la la...

my fingers are cold.

i have to pee, as always...

i am smoking canadian cigarettes for the first time in a long time.

my cell phone is shut off... and i dont know how to check messages...

im talking to my mommy on msn.

i went to new kicks last night and it was fun.

im going to see stink mitt tonight i think... then spin cycle.

im going to ciao on sunday... FUCK YEAH... if you know me... and your in toronto... go to ciao sunday. im going to dance all night long. i realised the last night i danced for fun was 6 months ago at new kicks when i was dancing with Mikka. Its been too long.

-yawn-

im shooting another set when i get back to L.A... what should i do?

ok, this is all for now.

i love toronto.
and toronto loves me.
im happy im home.

xo.