I'm bored and sad and lonely and restless. I've been sitting in my room all day because there is nothing to do and sometimes I realize how few friends I have on campus. What am I doing with my life? What am I doing this summer? All I've been thinking about is how much I don't want to move to St. Pete or get a...
Read More
Read More
I went back to work last night and I am sore as hell today. Umm... they tightened the pole in my absence so I can't spin on it anymore, which is really quite a bummer. It wasn't a terribly lucrative night either, but on the other hand, I had nothing but pleasant customers, and the new manager is very reasonable and communicative, and it made...
Read More
Read More
Firstly: did one of y'all around here mention something about almond butter recently? This might sound like a weird query but I don't know dude, something spooky is at hand...
I have cramps and I want to go to sleep. But first I should talk about myself for a spell I think.
I found out my copy of On The Road that I received as...
Read More
I have cramps and I want to go to sleep. But first I should talk about myself for a spell I think.
I found out my copy of On The Road that I received as...
Read More
cstar:
If you save it and not sell it now it will be worth more...assuming the world doesn't collapse. it's like my dad's old woodstock tickets. they become more valuable the longer they sit in his old wallet. You'll have to figure out your relationships. It doesn't seem like you know what you want. When you do, go get it. If a guy digs you, it doesn't matter what environment he sees you in.
I haven't updated in a while. Oops. This whole journal thing is way more appealing when I have work I should be doing, but my work is pretty much done for the semester. I went to Naples to see Shayle and then she left for Europe on Friday. We're going to go to the Grand Canyon, we agreed. I am completely crushing out on her....
Read More
Read More
cstar:
Cool. I have half a cantalope in my fridge. but its soon to be eaten. what other way does one eat mellon except with hands? I love knives, but one has to draw the line somewhere.
I think hedgehogs make poor pets. I think they lack any sort of domestic inclinations? But they are spikey
I don't know much about synethesia, but it's very new college of you to even be thinking about it. That's not the sort of thing the rest of society really discusses, outside of maybe phenomenology. though it should have some interesting applications. I would love to hear more about it sometime and how you differeniate between high degrees of "simple" or unconscious association. I'd have to read up on it a bit more though. I too desire a kayak, but since I can rent them from USF anytime it's not immediately neccessary.
I think hedgehogs make poor pets. I think they lack any sort of domestic inclinations? But they are spikey
I don't know much about synethesia, but it's very new college of you to even be thinking about it. That's not the sort of thing the rest of society really discusses, outside of maybe phenomenology. though it should have some interesting applications. I would love to hear more about it sometime and how you differeniate between high degrees of "simple" or unconscious association. I'd have to read up on it a bit more though. I too desire a kayak, but since I can rent them from USF anytime it's not immediately neccessary. 
gixxer1300156949:
Your a pretty rad person.....I miss doing shit too, I have to much responsibility with work so I always come up with excuses....I'm going riding later that should pasifiy me...later
I finished my last goddamn paper. Despite its riveting thesis statement, it takes a sharp downward turn in the second paragraph and plummets resolutely towards failure by its conclusion.
But I'm going to Naples. Peace out.
But I'm going to Naples. Peace out.
pixietits:
Awesome! Nothing like a strong start and a "please don't fail me" ending. 
Enjoy Naples, I spent a summer there. It was.... yeah, so you have fun!
PS. Did you ever get my second email? I have issues sending sometimes.
Enjoy Naples, I spent a summer there. It was.... yeah, so you have fun!
PS. Did you ever get my second email? I have issues sending sometimes.
So I totally finished the paper referred to in the last entry and like all papers, it ultimately wasn't that difficult, stressful, onerous, or a big deal at all. That's why it's after 1AM and I haven't yet completed my other paper due tomorrow morning.
Looking back over my past entries, I realize that all I've been doing is writing papers and thinking about sex....
Read More
Looking back over my past entries, I realize that all I've been doing is writing papers and thinking about sex....
Read More
gixxer1300156949:
The dreams about sex is a combination of to things....getting off the pill and quite simply not getting enough booty!!!!!!!!But I'm sure you have already figured this out....have a jesus filled day 
Okay so I just decided that in spite of all my complaints I have the sexiest boy in the universe.
VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
cstar:
knife? That should spell "know"....sorry I was looking at some throwing knives online and wasn't paying attention. peace.
gixxer1300156949:
Do you go to New College?!?!/ I like St.pete by the way theres a few things to do over there. Peace out
Balls and hell, it got late, the lateness crept up on me and now it's like a million late, and I have another paper to write! Balls! Hell!
...And yet I am not panicking. That last bit was just an attempt to drum up the panicstricken gumption that I think I need in order to do my work. I think the 5 phases of grief...
Read More
...And yet I am not panicking. That last bit was just an attempt to drum up the panicstricken gumption that I think I need in order to do my work. I think the 5 phases of grief...
Read More
Today was so wonderfully productive and I am ecstatic. I woke up early, did my laundry, met with a professor, was reassured by all that he told me, went to the doctor, found out I still have sinusitis-- which sucks but, you know, let the small things go, i'll get better at some point, it was otherwise a really great day-- went to the pharmacy,...
Read More
Read More
VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
gixxer1300156949:
oooohhhh....I met you before I just cant remember where....it was recently too....shit it will come back to me
pixietits:
Yea, camping and sex.
Where do you dance? I've been thinking about getting into it.
Edited to say: I think you and I have the same crush.
[Edited on May 01, 2005 11:27PM]
Where do you dance? I've been thinking about getting into it.
Edited to say: I think you and I have the same crush.
[Edited on May 01, 2005 11:27PM]
I haven't gotten laid in what feels like forever. It actually hasn't been that long but nothing is ever as appealing as the prospect of sex when I'm frustrated and bored and I feel like I haven't moved or breathed or like, lived, rough and viscerally, for so so long. It's because I'm writing another paper. Here's my thesis sentence, don't plagiarize, I'm sharing...
Read More
Read More
VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
cstar:
Yeah, comparisons seem reasonable, and everyone makes them. Since it appears like you've got both the girl and the boy, well spaced it seems, you're well on your way towards having it "all". I don't see anything wrong with wanting it all. Though being dissapointed about not having all is silly. Being openminded and compassionate yourself seems to always lead me in the direction I want to go. Honestly the way you describe this guy is pretty cool. In alot of ways, I think I would be flattered, if I was that guy, and read that. However, I urge you to be as awesome as possible in all contexts. Nice sentence for your thesis. And in regards to my journal.....the Man doth oppress and colors my interactions till they depress and annoy.
gixxer1300156949:
That cool that someone wrote a poem about you.....I did get a few letters telling me how much of an asshole I can be which in retrospect is kinda the same thing without the happy ending.
I'm so sorry hon... I know exactly where you're at with the boy thing. I did it twice this year. And I know ALL about the summer blues-- just keep busy and drunk if possible.
I will probably show up at the club tonight, fyi. Be forewarned.