teethofthehydra

I love shopping. In the last few days I've bought about a million shirts. That is so cool.

I don't love being away from Florida beaches while having free time. I don't get to the beach as much as I'd like to when I'm in school because I don't have that much time, but as soon as I have a free day that's the first place I go... now I'm in NY where the beaches are gross and overpopulated and aren't flanked by big wonderful trees in that way I so love... and I miss home!

Seeing my old friends has been really nice though. They're not as close as a group any longer but everyone seemed pleased to see everyone else, and I was happy that we could all hang out because of me. The only thing that's boring is that they hang out and talk work, though. Bleh. I understand how, little by little, people become adults. It's the combination of your job consuming your life, your preoccupation with talking about it, and gradually learning to be really, really polite when what you want to say is "fuck off" and maybe deck the other person. Anyway this seemed a great revelation to me but I suppose it's old news to most. Bums me out though.

I'm driving to L.I. to chill with my parents in their house and I think they want to go to some air show and then barbecue. Neither of those things thrill me to bits but I have all these books to read so whatever, I can do that, and sneak off for cigarettes, smoking in front of my mom might make her cry. I still want to go kayaking super bad but around here the vista is not worth kayaking through. Anyway this entry is I'm sure madd boring. I need some coffee to a degree you'd find astonishing. I look damn good lately in my recently acquired couture clothes and yet I am so sorely single in this state. Not that I need another boy (or girl) in my life, I just get lonely and bored when I don't have someone to flirt with. Pictures of me in heels being hot and awesome forthcoming. I think I said that before but I actually mean it this time.