teena

dearest Natalie J....

back in 1991 you met me at my locker and made me eat lunch with you and your crazy slut friend Heather. We spent the next 4 years causing trouble together. One of my favorite memories of that time period is listening to Dinosaur Jr while getting ready to go out on the weekends. I missed you last night.

dearest Steven C....

you were my highschool sweetheart. I heard you got married and live somewhere crazy like Montana or something. I also heard your wife made you throw away your skateboard, go to college, and sell your guitar. You used to put Sebadoh on whenever I got sad...because you knew that sad depressing music made me happy. I always loved you for that. You shared my love for Lou...and I missed you last night.

dearest Jason W.....

you were Steves best friend. Natalie was mine. You married Natalie and then you both became born again christians. Steve and I stopped hanging out with you both. But I remember being like 16 or 17 and all of us hanging out at your house and getting high....you mom would knock on your door with munchies for us...and you would make her leave the snacks at the door and wouldn't open it until she left. You cracked me up and yer mom was cool. You loved Dinosaur Jr. I can remember the Dinosaur Jr bumper sticker on your stupid red honda shimmering in the hot Arizona sun. I thought I saw you twice last night....and I missed you.

i am haunted.

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thank you SeanieFresh for going with me to the show last night. I had a great time jumping around screaming Freakscene..........................