tedbedlam

I think I'm just one of those people who should never drink caffeine... I wonder if draining the blood of a cop and drinking it down quick enough would make my lymph nodes stop swelling. It would make me feel better about everything else in my life, that's for sure.

One of my good-friends-who's-a-girl said I looked really good today. That's the nicest thing a girl who's real and not family has said to me in two and a half years. I think I will cut back on the beer permanently. I like when girls say nice things to me.

Gave a late Valentine's gift to Ariel a few days back. Three movies she needed with referential value to past conversations, a mix CD, and a sketch she left over here when she randomly doodled framed in a fifty something year-old custom frame. She gave me a really cool blow-up anatomical of random sea sponges (I am totally head over heels for that girl). There was no indication that gift was for Valentine's by the way. I'd still like to think so.

There are, again, way to many "I's in this entry. As in: I am not that interesting ...or... I seem only slightly pathetic upon reading this over.

Sobriety week 3 couple days in. These are the horrible results. I am filled with vermin and have never talked with god.