Well the Bears lost. That sucks. Other than that I am alright I guess.
I promised Jenny I would go get some counseling at the schools counseling services. I am gonna meet with a counselor sometime this week. I am going to go as I promised but I am not going to like it. I think perhaps I need to talk with someone.
Anyways I dont really know what is going on with her as she seems to be withdrawing from my life again. I have a strong suspicion that she is getting back with her ex. And I am not to surprised I am hurt by it as she said he was out for good. But she put him back on her myspace friends list, small to most people but she made a big deal of taking him off, and still using the phone he purchased her. She didnt return my calls the past 2 nights but she did today. I dont know nor am I going to pretend to understand her. Though I feel upset because I really wish she was in my life and feel a strong desire for someone.
Mikey is going to come down and visit on the weekend of the 20th. It will be nice to see him before he leaves. I really miss him a lot and I am really depressed that he is going to boot camp. Not military boot camp, at least not yet, but a state run boot camp. I am terrified he will change while he is there. The people he will be surrounded with are not the best or brightest. After this boot camp he plans to join the United States Marine Corps. I am hoping that he does well. ANother part selfishly wishes that he does not so he doesnt leave me. He is like my brother but in the end I think it will do him some good. I just dont want to lose touch with him.
Anyways I really need to start getting to the gym. I had a doctors appointment last week. I wanted a general physical and the doctor said that I could lose some weight. I want to get down to a nice 220 lbs. I have a long way to go. So I will make it a point to start hitting the gym and eating better. I will have to set my mind to it and get off my ass. I realize that if I dont do this I will not be able to follow my dreams if I dont work for it.
In other news I am doing ok in my classes. I have a 3-4 page paper due every tuesday in Sociology 206. In addition I have a 1 page paper due every thursday in the same class. I also have to start reading for my other classes. I am falling behind and this is not good. I just get so distracted and have a hard time concentrating on reading.
I got my ipod filled up with a lot of different music. Its nice to have a lot of crap to listen to but not needing to carry a lot of CDs. I love the ipod, honestly I do. I also decided that I need some leather for my HKs. I been looking and trying to decide on where to get it. Probably Kramer leather out of Tacoma Washington.
In other news I am still not done with my paper for Sociology 206. I keep sleeping all day and that is not good. Well me and Sonny are gonna cook some filet mignon (I am not kidding!!!) in a skillet on our stove. Bootleg for $20 meat but hey who gives a shit?
I will try and post more later.
Cheers.
Tecumseh
I promised Jenny I would go get some counseling at the schools counseling services. I am gonna meet with a counselor sometime this week. I am going to go as I promised but I am not going to like it. I think perhaps I need to talk with someone.
Anyways I dont really know what is going on with her as she seems to be withdrawing from my life again. I have a strong suspicion that she is getting back with her ex. And I am not to surprised I am hurt by it as she said he was out for good. But she put him back on her myspace friends list, small to most people but she made a big deal of taking him off, and still using the phone he purchased her. She didnt return my calls the past 2 nights but she did today. I dont know nor am I going to pretend to understand her. Though I feel upset because I really wish she was in my life and feel a strong desire for someone.
Mikey is going to come down and visit on the weekend of the 20th. It will be nice to see him before he leaves. I really miss him a lot and I am really depressed that he is going to boot camp. Not military boot camp, at least not yet, but a state run boot camp. I am terrified he will change while he is there. The people he will be surrounded with are not the best or brightest. After this boot camp he plans to join the United States Marine Corps. I am hoping that he does well. ANother part selfishly wishes that he does not so he doesnt leave me. He is like my brother but in the end I think it will do him some good. I just dont want to lose touch with him.
Anyways I really need to start getting to the gym. I had a doctors appointment last week. I wanted a general physical and the doctor said that I could lose some weight. I want to get down to a nice 220 lbs. I have a long way to go. So I will make it a point to start hitting the gym and eating better. I will have to set my mind to it and get off my ass. I realize that if I dont do this I will not be able to follow my dreams if I dont work for it.
In other news I am doing ok in my classes. I have a 3-4 page paper due every tuesday in Sociology 206. In addition I have a 1 page paper due every thursday in the same class. I also have to start reading for my other classes. I am falling behind and this is not good. I just get so distracted and have a hard time concentrating on reading.
I got my ipod filled up with a lot of different music. Its nice to have a lot of crap to listen to but not needing to carry a lot of CDs. I love the ipod, honestly I do. I also decided that I need some leather for my HKs. I been looking and trying to decide on where to get it. Probably Kramer leather out of Tacoma Washington.
In other news I am still not done with my paper for Sociology 206. I keep sleeping all day and that is not good. Well me and Sonny are gonna cook some filet mignon (I am not kidding!!!) in a skillet on our stove. Bootleg for $20 meat but hey who gives a shit?
I will try and post more later.
Cheers.
Tecumseh
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And talking to a counsellor sounds like a great idea - they are objective and can really help sort stuff out