Well I went out to get some bread and chicken salad. I had to go all over the town (gas because the tank was virtually empty), some Chicken Salad over at White Hen (only deli that was open after 10), and to Jewel. While at Jewel I got some things and as I was leaving I ran into Israel. He is a mexican immigrant who works over at Taco Bell and Panera Bread. He suggested I go and apply at Panera Bread since I used to work there back in the day. Acording to him they are hiring and I should apply there. I will when I get off my ass and do it. Lately I have become more and more hopeless. Anyways I will definately go there and apply as I really want a fucking job.
Now on to todays actual event... I ran into Heather. I havent seen her in a long time and really miss hanging out with her. She was a cool girl but she was always trying to be unique by fitting into a certain crowd. Contradictory, I know but that is how life is. She looked amazing!!! She lost a lot of weight (in all the right places) and had her hair tied up behing her head in a little ponytail. But it was her face that blew me away. She looked perfect for some odd reason. She works at one of the local car dealerships and is still living in the apartment over in Orland Hills. To top it off she is single somewhat. Why, oh why am I still an overweight loser with no car and no job? She seemed cool though and said that it was cool I am in school. She was talking about going back to school in a year or two after she saves some money. She still hangs out with what seems to be the same type of guys as before. She wants to be a nurse which is cool. All the girls I know want to be nurses for some reason. She was talking about moving to Indiana and living with her friend Scott which is kind of like her boyfriend but she considers him her weekend boyfriend. She gave me her number and said to hit her up on myspace so we can get some coffee one of these days. I would like that but it seems that this never works out for me (I am referring to Dana).
As it stands I am so confused about life. I want to do something different with my life and I want to be doing it now. Yet it seems like I am not taking the necessary steps to do it. Going to college I feel like I have taken two steps forward but dropping out for the semester and not having shit to do makes me feel like I have taken three steps backwards. I just dont know anymore.
I watched "The Stand" last night and finished it up earlier. It was an excellent movie and I really loved the concept. I love those type of apocalyptic films, I think my favorite is "Red Dawn". I loved the fact that they had to survive in "The Stand" by hiking across the country. I cannot help thinking I wish some sort of apocalyptic event happened and we had to fend for ourselves. I still need a lot of gear though but when I am older I plan to definately get prepped for the SHTF (shit hits the fan) event I expect to happen.
Well Futurama is on and after that Family Guy. When that ends I plan to watch "The Island" or "Layer Cake". One of the people here, Marvel, says "Layer Cake" is pretty good. Let us hope she is right. After all of that I plan to fall asleep and wake up sometime in the afternoon. I know I should be ashamed but what are you going to do?
Good night.
Now on to todays actual event... I ran into Heather. I havent seen her in a long time and really miss hanging out with her. She was a cool girl but she was always trying to be unique by fitting into a certain crowd. Contradictory, I know but that is how life is. She looked amazing!!! She lost a lot of weight (in all the right places) and had her hair tied up behing her head in a little ponytail. But it was her face that blew me away. She looked perfect for some odd reason. She works at one of the local car dealerships and is still living in the apartment over in Orland Hills. To top it off she is single somewhat. Why, oh why am I still an overweight loser with no car and no job? She seemed cool though and said that it was cool I am in school. She was talking about going back to school in a year or two after she saves some money. She still hangs out with what seems to be the same type of guys as before. She wants to be a nurse which is cool. All the girls I know want to be nurses for some reason. She was talking about moving to Indiana and living with her friend Scott which is kind of like her boyfriend but she considers him her weekend boyfriend. She gave me her number and said to hit her up on myspace so we can get some coffee one of these days. I would like that but it seems that this never works out for me (I am referring to Dana).
As it stands I am so confused about life. I want to do something different with my life and I want to be doing it now. Yet it seems like I am not taking the necessary steps to do it. Going to college I feel like I have taken two steps forward but dropping out for the semester and not having shit to do makes me feel like I have taken three steps backwards. I just dont know anymore.
I watched "The Stand" last night and finished it up earlier. It was an excellent movie and I really loved the concept. I love those type of apocalyptic films, I think my favorite is "Red Dawn". I loved the fact that they had to survive in "The Stand" by hiking across the country. I cannot help thinking I wish some sort of apocalyptic event happened and we had to fend for ourselves. I still need a lot of gear though but when I am older I plan to definately get prepped for the SHTF (shit hits the fan) event I expect to happen.
Well Futurama is on and after that Family Guy. When that ends I plan to watch "The Island" or "Layer Cake". One of the people here, Marvel, says "Layer Cake" is pretty good. Let us hope she is right. After all of that I plan to fall asleep and wake up sometime in the afternoon. I know I should be ashamed but what are you going to do?
Good night.
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That's IU though, its a fucking hassle to do anything.