Well its been a few days since my last post. Not much has changed. I am still unemployed and off my diet. I really need to remedy that. Mikey is going to try and help me get a job at Dominos pizza so the diet could get hard.
I have been watching season one of "Lost". I bought season two and was going to return it because I dont have much money. I had not watched season one all the way through and gave up on it last year. I was to busy to watch it and just stopped. I saw it at Best Buy the other day while looking for a Play Station 1 memory card. It was on sale for $35 as opposed to the normal $50. I figured I would buy it for that price. Then I decided to return it. And then I watched the first season as I had nothing to do. I will not return season two as I am in love with the fucking show. It is amazing. I really like it as it reminds me of the adventure I desire in this world. The undertones of a lot of the characters (especially John Locke and Hurley) make me realize that I really am looking for something.
I need a purpose and a I seek adventure. I have nobody, nothing, and a desire to find something that will give my life a meaning. It is becoming really important to me. I want to do something that I can look back on and smile about. I want to be Bilbo Baggins and go off into the great unknown. I am what Chuck Palahniuk wrote about when he talks about our great depression being our lives in Fight Club. I feel emasculated every day of my life and wish for a chance to be on my own two feet. I am very much looking to leave this all behind. I realize that it might be better for me if I was alone and away from others so I can truly find who I am.
I am going to contact Drexel University in Philly. I was already accepted so the hard part is done. I want to find out about finacial aid before I find out anything else.
I also have until the 15th to send my information to the people at U of Washington. I have to work on my personal statement and see what they say. I am hoping to get into this school as I really love it and it was my first choice. Well I will post some more later. Please pray for me.
I have been watching season one of "Lost". I bought season two and was going to return it because I dont have much money. I had not watched season one all the way through and gave up on it last year. I was to busy to watch it and just stopped. I saw it at Best Buy the other day while looking for a Play Station 1 memory card. It was on sale for $35 as opposed to the normal $50. I figured I would buy it for that price. Then I decided to return it. And then I watched the first season as I had nothing to do. I will not return season two as I am in love with the fucking show. It is amazing. I really like it as it reminds me of the adventure I desire in this world. The undertones of a lot of the characters (especially John Locke and Hurley) make me realize that I really am looking for something.
I need a purpose and a I seek adventure. I have nobody, nothing, and a desire to find something that will give my life a meaning. It is becoming really important to me. I want to do something that I can look back on and smile about. I want to be Bilbo Baggins and go off into the great unknown. I am what Chuck Palahniuk wrote about when he talks about our great depression being our lives in Fight Club. I feel emasculated every day of my life and wish for a chance to be on my own two feet. I am very much looking to leave this all behind. I realize that it might be better for me if I was alone and away from others so I can truly find who I am.
I am going to contact Drexel University in Philly. I was already accepted so the hard part is done. I want to find out about finacial aid before I find out anything else.
I also have until the 15th to send my information to the people at U of Washington. I have to work on my personal statement and see what they say. I am hoping to get into this school as I really love it and it was my first choice. Well I will post some more later. Please pray for me.
moira:
Glad you liked my first set, belated thanks for your comment! x