Well where do I begin...
Today sucked. I was supposed to work with my dad but the rain kept us. He kept turning around because it would die down and I told him that I just want to go home. In retrospect I think I may have sounded like an asshole. So I will apologize to him. Everyone kind of ganged up on him the other day. Big family fight that I was not a real part of.
Either way I realize that I really dislike my friends. The majority of them at least. Sean and all them are racist assholes. I really hate pretending that I am comfortable around them. I think that the only real friends I have are Bills little brother, Mikey, and Josh. Nate as well but he lives 6 hours away. And I never get to see Josh since he works all the fucking time. It would be nice if he came to school with me like he says he wants to. But sadly he does not think it is possible. If only he would try and take a chance but thats on him.
I am going to take someones advice and write down my schools. Write the benefits of attending them are and the negatives are. Its so hard because I have so many different reasons. Who knows what will happen? UNLV seems like a real cool school and I really like the idea of living in Sin City. The UNLV is also an easier department for people to get on is what I hear.
Either way I will post some more tomorrow or later tonight.
Good night to all.
Today sucked. I was supposed to work with my dad but the rain kept us. He kept turning around because it would die down and I told him that I just want to go home. In retrospect I think I may have sounded like an asshole. So I will apologize to him. Everyone kind of ganged up on him the other day. Big family fight that I was not a real part of.
Either way I realize that I really dislike my friends. The majority of them at least. Sean and all them are racist assholes. I really hate pretending that I am comfortable around them. I think that the only real friends I have are Bills little brother, Mikey, and Josh. Nate as well but he lives 6 hours away. And I never get to see Josh since he works all the fucking time. It would be nice if he came to school with me like he says he wants to. But sadly he does not think it is possible. If only he would try and take a chance but thats on him.
I am going to take someones advice and write down my schools. Write the benefits of attending them are and the negatives are. Its so hard because I have so many different reasons. Who knows what will happen? UNLV seems like a real cool school and I really like the idea of living in Sin City. The UNLV is also an easier department for people to get on is what I hear.
Either way I will post some more tomorrow or later tonight.
Good night to all.