What do I say now? I really desire to be a police officer. I am thinking once again of John Jay College in NYC. But at the same time I can go to UNLV (probably), IU, and UIC. UIC would allow me to buy a car which would be real nice. However in NYC I would not need a car at all so that is really cool. I hear the same thing about Las Vegas so it would be good. Though I have not heard that as much as about NYC. It is a tough thing for me to decide. I plan to apply to a big city department. NYPD is an amazing department in regards to how well known and respected it is. The other departments I am interested in are Las Vegas Metro PD, and of courst Chicago PD.
Speaking of Chicago PD, I saw myfriend Dana (her dad is a retired CPD detective) at the gas station not to long ago. More and more I realize how lonely I have become and how good a wife she would be. I saw how she was for John when they were married but he is a fucking moron.
I am so tired of life right now. I just want a change and to be able to do something to help cause that change.
Speaking of Chicago PD, I saw myfriend Dana (her dad is a retired CPD detective) at the gas station not to long ago. More and more I realize how lonely I have become and how good a wife she would be. I saw how she was for John when they were married but he is a fucking moron.
I am so tired of life right now. I just want a change and to be able to do something to help cause that change.
liv:
sometimes changes can help so much when u feel like that... anything u choose would be good.. just follow ur instincs and everything will be fine 
