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I may be in school for sure. I just have to wait until Thursday for the finacial aid status. My landlord is really cool and is willing to work with me on this. I am praying that it goes through. This has been one of the worse weekends in recent memory so I will post more tomorrow and tell all my loyal readers about it.
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strongbhoy:
It definitely does. In terms of a big college party school it seems we are in the top 5 most years.

Although that has its own drawbacks such as cracking down on all things alcohol but I'm 22 so I don't have to deal with it. biggrin
beckyjane:
I'm really sorry you miss those things.
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Well I got some bad news. I didnt get to take Dana out. Apparently her cousin died last night of leukemia. She was spending time with her family and she sounded terrible over the phone. She said definately though that she wanted to go for coffee soon. I really hope so.

I also spoke to Amanda and I think everyone is going to go out...
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My ideal world... (I recommend reading my previous posting)...

As it stands my world is far from ideal. I realize what my ideal world needs to become reality is an impossibility. But nonetheless it is nice to pretend that I am living in my own fantasy land.

I think my ideal world would right now would be something along the lines of a decent group...
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What to write now? I am really confused about life as of late. I am interested in going out of state for school. As I keep writing about this and now I am confused. I am going to apply to the University of Washington again and see what they say. Hopefully this time I will be accepted. I really dislike living at home with my...
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Well the good news is that I spoke with Dana. Apparently the reason she never returned my calls the other night for coffee was that I had the wrong phone number. She changed it and hasnt told anyone. So we are gonna go for coffee tomorrow night. Or at least I hope so.

I am watching Sileng Hill right now and I am terrified. This...
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wheezy_e:
Vegas, huh? Lots of goods and lots of bads about it. All in one's own perspective though. Best part about it is getting out of town, there's all sorts of awesome shit within a days drive. Great snowboarding, hiking, the ocean, whatever. I'm from Ohio originally but I really love the desert southwest. In the Vegas group we just voted in a new owner after the old one went absent, so if you had asked admission & not heard back that's probably why. I know we really try to keep it local there since we get so many people wanting to join the group when they're just coming to visit for a few days. Someone thinking about moving aught to get let in I'd figure. It would probably help to get yourself a pic & such, if you look like you're not real active on the site it won't help your chances any. If you have any questions, feel free to ask away.

One more thing about the Vegas group: Don't let on that you're thinking of moving here to be a police officer. (that's totally a joke, but... we'll probably make you promise not to show up at our favorite watering hole The Double Down Saloon while you're on duty unless you give us some get out of jail free cards.) -Erik
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Fucking hell. I wrote this huge fucking blog and I accidentally erased it. Basically I really miss her. More on this later.
liv:
blackeyed yeah its a shit when that happen then u press the wrong button and everything just dissapears

yeah u know in europe we dont need a gun to feel we are secure...its just another culture...not ignorancy
liv:
nah its ok... i understand u... its another culture... but we arent less free
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liv:
i dont like guns and all of that... whatever
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Today I am just sitting around. Once again we got rained out so no work. The good thing is I got to sleep in but the bad thing is that I am pretty broke. Perhaps I will catch up on painting some of my Blood Bowl minatures. Since my Dad goes back to his other job until Wednesday I will have some free time to...
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liv:
a degree doesnt guarantee u a better job neither a job...
ive got a degree in advertising and public relations which means for me nothing... a waste of time

surreal
liv:
yes ive thought about going back to school... and study something...
what to do with that degree ?... i dont have a clue really...
whatever
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Well where do I begin...

Today sucked. I was supposed to work with my dad but the rain kept us. He kept turning around because it would die down and I told him that I just want to go home. In retrospect I think I may have sounded like an asshole. So I will apologize to him. Everyone kind of ganged up on him the...
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Well hello all. I know one person read my blog. That really makes me feel better. Thanks very much.

Today I got stood up by Dana. I still have this hope that it was an accident and that I had called the wrong number. I think this because the voicemail box was an automatic vocie that gives her number. I just am sick of people...
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v4mp1r0:
you need snakes....on a plane. it will make everthing better.
liv:
aww i can see u are a bit pessimistic at the moment...but u have to things the good things are comming
about ur dream and ur schools options... write in a paper all the options and positive and negative things of each option
that could help u to see what u want more...
if u still confusing... just follow ur instinct and choose one of them... and forget the other options... i mean all of them are good so u are not going to choose one wrong...

about the diet... hmmm try a healthy one... i mean cut down fat and eat lots of vegetables and natural stuff... i know there is hard that but try it...do some exercise is also good and u'll see ur mood gets better...

hmmm about the heart stuff... dont be that pessimistic! u'll find someone...the world is plenty of people so c'mon ! when less expected ull find someone

to resize pictures... u can do it with photoshop or with another photo retouch program

kiss take care and think positive!!
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What do I say now? I really desire to be a police officer. I am thinking once again of John Jay College in NYC. But at the same time I can go to UNLV (probably), IU, and UIC. UIC would allow me to buy a car which would be real nice. However in NYC I would not need a car at all so that is...
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liv:
sometimes changes can help so much when u feel like that... anything u choose would be good.. just follow ur instincs and everything will be fine smile wink kiss
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I just applied to Indiana University in hopes of getting in as a late admission. Please pray that it goes well because I really like the school. The good news is I was accepted into Drexel for the January semester. I will be apply to Temple as well. I really want to get out of here. It pisses me off to be in Orland Park...
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