I feel like I'm going to fucking cry.
I just feel so overwhelmed and hurt and I want to sleep for days without being bothered. I get so emotional when I'm sleep deprived and/or stressed out...it's a side not many people see of me. I literally cry over anything and everything.
Or it could be PMS...who the fuck knows. I don't know if I want...
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I just feel so overwhelmed and hurt and I want to sleep for days without being bothered. I get so emotional when I'm sleep deprived and/or stressed out...it's a side not many people see of me. I literally cry over anything and everything.
Or it could be PMS...who the fuck knows. I don't know if I want...
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disynthetic:
I have no idea how much they cost. I'm assuming you mean the new place in the shopping centre where I work? By Madison's. I'm not scared to go in and find out. My back, shoulders and neck are killing me. I think I might need two masseuses to work on me my neck and shoulders are so tight : o
tinplatedhero:
Sorry, honey... I've been in the middle of finals and final papers last week and this week... I'm still around, just really, really busy
Girl, pack your suitcases,
write your goodbye notes
Don't look them in the eye
(They never cared about you)
Girl, drink that last glass of champagne
Feel the toxic sweetness in the back of your throat
Make sure they don't hear your footsteps
Make sure they don't hear you whisper farewell
Pack only your prized possessions
(You have so many - make sacrifices)
There's not...
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write your goodbye notes
Don't look them in the eye
(They never cared about you)
Girl, drink that last glass of champagne
Feel the toxic sweetness in the back of your throat
Make sure they don't hear your footsteps
Make sure they don't hear you whisper farewell
Pack only your prized possessions
(You have so many - make sacrifices)
There's not...
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disynthetic:
So where exactly can you not wait another second to leave for?
fenchurch:
It's...different. Don't go into it expecting the book in movie form, or you'll be disappointed. Just expect and adaptation with some serious changes in plot, kind of like how the radio series evolved into the book in the first place.
I really wish they had some kind of coffeeshop at Chesterfield Mall. They tore down Gloria Jean's some time ago for a cell phone store (God, I spent SO much money there on a regular basis, that place was better than Starbucks). I need a pick-me-up before work sometimes, but not really stale coffee from McDonald's.
I have like 170 words on my Anatomy list...
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I have like 170 words on my Anatomy list...
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disynthetic:
I think I should start writing short stories. For practice, since I have no writing education.
tinsoldier:
redbullredbullredbullredbullalways works for meeee!! 
Bah for not working any hours last week.
My paycheck came to $69 even.
Yep...even my check is trying to tell me something.
My paycheck came to $69 even.
Yep...even my check is trying to tell me something.
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sarahjane:
magazines there because they have all the good ones the book stores wont sell and after splurging on every unowned issue she paid with a hundred and got 69 dollars in change. we thought it was all sorts of funny, but the guy helping us didn't quite find it so amusing... Its better than my plans for college. donating eggs beats strippin'
camdenroad:
it could have been $6.90!
Does anyone else cringe when they hear the new Weezer song ("Beverly Hills")? I hear those stupid girls groans (what the fuck are they saying..."give me"?) and I want to barf. God damn you, top 40.
No...I don't listen to Weezer, you ass.
But I do like a few songs off their Blue Album.
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[off-topic] I wish girls my age were smarter. It's so...
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No...I don't listen to Weezer, you ass.
But I do like a few songs off their Blue Album.
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[off-topic] I wish girls my age were smarter. It's so...
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disynthetic:
double post
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disynthetic:
triple post.
[Edited on Apr 28, 2005 12:50AM]
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...out came the sun and dried up all the rain
and the itsy bitsy spider went up the spout again.
and the itsy bitsy spider went up the spout again.
Whoever says I don't have anger issues are seriously wrong. I can be giving you the sweetest, most sickening smile and going "it's okay, it's no problem" when I'll be secretly picturing shoving you off a cliff.
It's nothing, really. Little shit bothers me. I'm not paid enough to be your bitch and clean up messes you trail behind you. It's probably just West County...
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It's nothing, really. Little shit bothers me. I'm not paid enough to be your bitch and clean up messes you trail behind you. It's probably just West County...
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clara:
I gave up school when my mom started talking about taking on a second job even though she already worked overtime and had a bum ankle. In retrospect I think it would have been kinder to her to graduate in order to provide myself with more options for a secure future. That's the kind of thing we should all let our parents give us. I wish I'd known then.
n3rd:
Yeah I work at Crestwood Mall and its no fun either. Pursue your dreams and it'll come through. Just keep working at it and never give up on what you want and you'll get there. Never settle.
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sugarpill:
Very very cool.
geometricalfuck:
fuck yeah cognitive coping!
cutting vs. petals stretched across the canvas of a body
funny you mention wasting expensive tools at school. I remember making over 500 fliers for a punk rock show...colored! At kinkos it probably would've been near 50 dollars. I miss taking advantage of the system.
cutting vs. petals stretched across the canvas of a body
funny you mention wasting expensive tools at school. I remember making over 500 fliers for a punk rock show...colored! At kinkos it probably would've been near 50 dollars. I miss taking advantage of the system.
"to the world you might be one person, but to one person you might be the world."
i'd give it all up for love. you can call me crazy if you want. i'm used to it.
i'd give it all up for love. you can call me crazy if you want. i'm used to it.
desmodius:
"Passion, it lies in all of us, sleeping... waiting... and though unwanted... unbidden... it will stir... open its jaws and howl. It speaks to us... guides us... passion rules us all, and we obey. What other choice do we have? Passion is the source of our finest moments. The joy of love... the clarity of hatred... and the ecstasy of grief. It hurts sometimes more than we can bear. If we could live without passion maybe we'd know some kind of peace... but we would be hollow... Empty rooms shuttered and dank. Without passion we'd be truly dead."
"Passion, it lies in all of us, sleeping... waiting... and though unwanted... unbidden... it will stir... open its jaws and howl. It speaks to us... guides us... passion rules us all, and we obey. What other choice do we have? Passion is the source of our finest moments. The joy of love... the clarity of hatred... and the ecstasy of grief. It hurts sometimes more than we can bear. If we could live without passion maybe we'd know some kind of peace... but we would be hollow... Empty rooms shuttered and dank. Without passion we'd be truly dead."
I shouldn't get into fights/debates with people I love before going to bed. I had the strangest panic attack last night...it was not the familiar heart-attack symptoms, but I fell asleep with my heart literally racing.
Woke up around 5am with a scalding hot fever of 103. I thought I was dying. After some Ibprofen, several glasses of ice water, and pacing around the house...
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Woke up around 5am with a scalding hot fever of 103. I thought I was dying. After some Ibprofen, several glasses of ice water, and pacing around the house...
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geometricalfuck:
debates stimulate, not destroy. keep a'fighting!