techno_ballerina

RIP, Matthew Shepard.
You beautiful, beautiful boy.

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I'm getting away. For awhile.
Those who don't know, don't ask.

You probably wouldn't understand.

ok, so...everyone on this site hates me now. super. not like it really matters, anyway.

a wishlist of sorts:
a. a girl with soft, ivory skin to touch and taste.
b. scented oils and pillar candles all over my room.
c. coat-hanger wings so i can fly to the moon (again)
d. money to afford textbooks that aren't so beat up.
e. long distance lust and kisses, come true.
f. bath salts and silk robes against my goose-bumped skin.
g....
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conversation with my father this morning as the coffee was brewing and before i was off to work.

him: "you know, you saved my life yesterday morning."

me: "i did?"

him: "yeah. this truck nearly slammed into me yesterday and i barely had a second to slam on the brakes. and i realized...had you not stopped me this morning before i went out the door...
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Have you ever been so tired that you all of a sudden became so delerious that those around you questioned your existence? That was me tonight. I called one of those body massagers a vibrator in front of a customer and burst out giggling while the old woman looked away in horror, and nearly knocked down a display of sleep aids (the irony?). I haven't...
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Doctors...fucking suck. I mean really. I could have a blistered thumb and he'd put me on some mind-numbing medication(s). I'm getting a new psychiatrist. I told him, too. Heheh. I'm such a bitch lately.

Changed my name back to the old name, because an SG stole my name. I wish they could've e-mailed me at least. *smirk*

i don't know what the hell is up with these stuck up SGs and various members whom i comment on in various journals, yet they don't say shit to me. whatever. was taught that when someone gives me a compliment, i say "thanks," and i can understand the lack of responses due to the sets, since those get so many comments, but it's so downright...
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my best friend is moving to st. louis. i had been waiting for this day for so many years, when she would finally say that she would move in with her mom and no longer put up with her father's shit anymore. it's such a long and complicated story. i just went out and bought her some makeup, bright colours of pink and blue, because...
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I want to make a few mixed CD's for the drive to classes. Keep in mind I get on the road at 6:30a and they must be bouncy and happy. Suggestions?

My dad bought me a new computer box thingy with a CD & DVD burner...yay. I maybe without i'net access for a few days, as I'll be backing up files and installing shit. Not...
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