I remember the days that when Missy wrote those really clever, neat introductions for SG sets. Now they're just kind of, um...boring? Oh well. Creativity cannot apply to everything. If I went through all that trouble of shooting those pictures (hundreds of them) and picking them out til I found ones that looked good, then spending months and months waiting to see if I was...
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Best. Quote. Ever.
"You thought your life was bad...at least you're not a sperm."
- Dr. Fitzgerald, During a long Anatomy lecture on Cell Extensions and Flagella.
"You thought your life was bad...at least you're not a sperm."
- Dr. Fitzgerald, During a long Anatomy lecture on Cell Extensions and Flagella.
peteyrock:
ha! i worked at walgreens for a while a long time ago. i hated and had fun putting effort into getting fired.
sugarpill:
I have been better. I have also been worse. Thank you for asking.
I think I need to go to our store manager today and explain to him I can't go on like this; working 37.5 hours a week and balancing 13 credit hours where I wake up at 5:30 in the morning for school when the night before I'd been up til about one. I'd like three days off during the week at least, or its probably...
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tinsoldier:
mabye if you slept while the manager counts the drawers?
anyway i'd tell your manager that you either need to change your schedule or get paid more. if that doesn't fly then start looking for another job, and let them know it. then you'll get some leverage. the squeaky wheel gets the grease.
anyway i'd tell your manager that you either need to change your schedule or get paid more. if that doesn't fly then start looking for another job, and let them know it. then you'll get some leverage. the squeaky wheel gets the grease.
And I will be the one, to hold you down,
Kiss you so hard. I'll take your breath away
And after I wipe away the tears.
Just close your eyes, dear.
After my sis and I get back from seeing Phantom of the Opera, I just want to curl up in my sheets with all the mixed cds I own (which are dozens and...
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Kiss you so hard. I'll take your breath away
And after I wipe away the tears.
Just close your eyes, dear.
After my sis and I get back from seeing Phantom of the Opera, I just want to curl up in my sheets with all the mixed cds I own (which are dozens and...
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elzig:
thank you. how misery treating you .
All the girls in my classes who I have became friends with and whom are the same age as me (one girl is eighteen, one is nineteen, another just turned twenty) all have children. And they're all incredibly friendly, beautiful young women. You can see the struggle in their eyes, but they're alive. They keep little photo albums updated weekly in their purses and on...
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phillipe:
wasting their parents money and getting high? now who would do a thing like that 
Is there a better way to start off the morning than to stumble out of bed into the bathroom, only to feel the bile rise up your throat and all of a sudden be vomitting like crazy. Only...most of it was dry heaves because I hadn't eaten much last night. I was doing those for five whole minutes. My mom was holding my hair away...
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desmodius:
waking up by a knock on the door from some cop telling you that your mother was just hit by a truck and killed...
i win...
i win...
Okay, so something you must understand is that me and my coworkers are extremely, and I mean extremely close. After all, we all work 40+ hours a week, sometimes more, so we do see a lot of each other. Maybe one-thirds of us are college students too, so therefore we ramble to each other nonstop about school/classes and so on. We just all have this...
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switchcomb:
You should try to make time for the gym. Its very nice
desmodius:
cool system... we don't have that at my job, but i have worked there near foiur years now and everyone is pretty close. there are groups though... people who have to start crap... but for the most part we all get along... makes the day go smoother ya know...
Dear Unknown fuckwad,
Please keep in mind that if I am driving in a schoolzone and you're on my bumper screaming "Speed up, cunt!" I will not acknoweldge that you said anything, nor will I speed up. In fact, I will go ever slower just to piss you off even more. Yes, I saw the West High Longhorn sticker on your window. The fact that...
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Please keep in mind that if I am driving in a schoolzone and you're on my bumper screaming "Speed up, cunt!" I will not acknoweldge that you said anything, nor will I speed up. In fact, I will go ever slower just to piss you off even more. Yes, I saw the West High Longhorn sticker on your window. The fact that...
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wynne:
Awww, I'd be honoured to be your friend! 
[Edited on Jan 22, 2005 6:47PM]
[Edited on Jan 22, 2005 6:47PM]
phillipe:
hehehehe U go girl
I've a ramble under my skin.
I keep on seeing pictures of broken noses and cuts and bruises in various albums on the site. I even left the "self mutilation" group because I thought I would find people to share healing techniques, but all I got were messed up kids discussing cutting like you would a Sunday night football game, and they all had pics,...
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I keep on seeing pictures of broken noses and cuts and bruises in various albums on the site. I even left the "self mutilation" group because I thought I would find people to share healing techniques, but all I got were messed up kids discussing cutting like you would a Sunday night football game, and they all had pics,...
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sugarpill:
I hear you. I hear you.
I was in the self-mutilation group for a while, too. It wasn't doing me any good. That was a long time ago. I have scars now that have not faded in almost 10 years. I used to tell myself that I was proud of them. But for the last few years I've started thinking... these aren't anything to be proud of. I didn't "struggle" through anything. I wallowed in it. That was very stupid of me.
But I have them and they are not going away. So while they may not mean that I've survived something difficult, they do mean I've survived my own idiocy. They mean I've survived my own ego-centricism, my own self-absorption, my own self-destructive narcissism. I survived my own weakness, as you say, and therefore I have survive myself. On one hand, I was so fucking dumb, and on the other hand, that me didn't win.
And that was way more personal than I usually get with my friends over drinks at 3am.
I was in the self-mutilation group for a while, too. It wasn't doing me any good. That was a long time ago. I have scars now that have not faded in almost 10 years. I used to tell myself that I was proud of them. But for the last few years I've started thinking... these aren't anything to be proud of. I didn't "struggle" through anything. I wallowed in it. That was very stupid of me.
But I have them and they are not going away. So while they may not mean that I've survived something difficult, they do mean I've survived my own idiocy. They mean I've survived my own ego-centricism, my own self-absorption, my own self-destructive narcissism. I survived my own weakness, as you say, and therefore I have survive myself. On one hand, I was so fucking dumb, and on the other hand, that me didn't win.
And that was way more personal than I usually get with my friends over drinks at 3am.
wynne:
Hallelujiah to that from another former cutter, sister. Hearts.
I'm adding you because you rock with that post, and I live in Kansas City.
I'm adding you because you rock with that post, and I live in Kansas City.
I really do think I was born to be a kitten, but instead, I got placed in this body as some kind of mistake. I swear. Dangle a piece of yarn in front of me and I'll play for hours. I need attention and if I don't receive it, I'll mew for hours until you come over to pet me or say you love me...
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emma35:
yea well i think I like catnip...how bad is that? It kind of reminds me of the way green tea smells and I love green tea...it's so calming and yummy.
Getting back to the normal life IS going to suck but I guess it was bound to happen sooner or later. anyway goodluck this semester!
Getting back to the normal life IS going to suck but I guess it was bound to happen sooner or later. anyway goodluck this semester!
kellylynn:
i think i was a kitten in my past life. i just want to lay around and be petted and fed and played with, and then walk away to go lie under the bed whenever i please.
nobody at my job wanted to be at work yesterday either... but it was payday, so we all shlebbed in... rob... one of the guys i work with brought his harley to work, that was kinda cool... no snowing here today... just another day of wintery reprieve.... supposed to rain tomorrow though... dammit... i'll take the rain actually, as long as it doesn't chill down again... fingers crossed....
later lass.