Monday Feb 21, 2005

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It's going to be one of those days where I'm going to wish I could be a kitten and find a huge, fluffy chair facing outside so I can curl up in a ball and sleep in the sunlight all day. I'm not completely sure why I keep on wishing that lately. I just want to have a day where I don't have to care...
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desmodius:
sorry to hear that you fellow workers are being dicks to you... did you try throwing stuff back at the manager... like a call to his superiors?

ash:
thanks so much for the comment on my set!!! I know its probably really late now, lol, but I had a lotta comments smile

Sunday Feb 20, 2005

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Fuck you and your beauty standards. Fuck your lipstick advertisements & runway models & "thin is never enough"

Women are beautiful enough as they are. Don't tamper with that (our) beauty.
disynthetic:
woah..?

i guess i'm not exposed to lipstick enough to be sensitive to what happens in the advertisements, but wtf? smile

did you get drive-bye lipstuck by an anorexic gang of hip model wannabes? if so... the bastards. but hey, it will add to your gangsta cred if you did.

Friday Feb 18, 2005

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I've been trying to look for a cute, little black dress, maybe with a scoop or v-neck and maybe something that dips in the back (I think there couldn't be a more elegant trait on a girl than seeing a girl's shoulder blades peeking out of a shirt), nothing fancy or complicated. It would be fun to add some silver jewelry, some lace stockings and...
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emma35:
well right now i'm doing all undergrad courses working on my BSN/RN at OU, and I'm also taking a nursing assistant class on the side which I will have completed in a month or so.

[Edited on Feb 19, 2005 12:09PM]
disynthetic:
i'm definitely off topic but i think i saw you before, if you work at the walgreens on manchester road. i work at madison's.

that could be either scary or funny, i'm going with funny.

Wednesday Feb 16, 2005

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I'm trying to convince myself I'm not having a manic episode at the moment. It took me over an hour to actually wake up, but once I was in touch with the world, I kind of got into this euphoric state where everything seemed...okay. I took the Adderall on an empty stomach (I'm going out for a cheeseburger later) and I'm having these wild hand...
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desmodius:
nah... i was on ritalin when i was little but my mom said it zombatized me and that was that... the hardest things i take nowadays is tylenol.... although my best friend from up north in pa where i used to live is bi polar and on some kind of cocktail that keeps changing on him all the time... i'll adk him about them next time i talk to him and see if he's taking or has taken them and get back to you on it... k?
techno_ballerina:
no. please don't ask him. i don't want advice from someone who's on so many medications at once (it can be hard to tell which med is doing for what condition - been there) and whenever I hear the word "cocktail" i think...druggie. tongue

hope i didn't offend. nothing personal.

Monday Feb 14, 2005

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Fuck Valentine's Day. It's really no fun without my boy-toy. But hey...we can make any day V-day when we're together. I can buy him chocolate and thongs any day. V-Day is just an excuse for middle-aged old men to have a chance to get some booty from their wives. That one day of the year. Poor fellas.

But still...I work tonight and it'll be hard...
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sugarpill:
I hear ya.

Although, while middle aged men all over the country are trying to get some booty from their wives, it's interesting to see how "romantic' they are. Or aren't. Most of them can't think outside of flowers and candy. They just want the booty. It's strange to watch all these middle-aged men walk down the streets with flowers, wondering if that's *all* they've got in store for that special someone in their lives. I almost feel sorry for all those poor middle-aged women, who are desperately hoping their husbands will finally GET IT and really sweep them off their feet.

But mostly I think Portishead is fucking cool.
phillipe:
Middle aged men...hmm...a daunting prospect to be middle aged isnt it? But me and all the guys on this site don't have to worry about that cause we're all gonna be young and beautiful and idealistic forever tongue

On the flipside of that, I wonder what men in the middle ages got their wives for valentines day.

3 weeks till NOLA woohoo! love

Saturday Feb 12, 2005

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Your ribcage is like a like sunken ship; and after skin comes bone and after bone comes the heart.

I'd rather go to a poetry reading session and drink coffee, maybe make conversation with a pretty girl. Then maybe we'd go to her apartment and kiss for awhile.

It's not about lust. It's about discovery.
desmodius:
well... maybe a little lust... lol
wynne:
Girl kissing = gorgeousness and gorgeousity.

kiss

Friday Feb 11, 2005

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But I would rather be horizontal.
I am not a tree with my root in the soil
Sucking up minerals and motherly love
So that each March I may gleam into leaf,
Nor am I the beauty of a garden bed
Attracting my share of Ahs and spectacularly painted,
Unknowing I must soon unpetal.
Compared with me, a tree is immortal
And a flower-head not...
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wynne:
SP... <3

Are you an Anne Sexton fan, as well?

Tuesday Feb 08, 2005

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I'm PMSing horribly at the moment. If I encounter any rude customers who rub me the wrong way tonight, I may explode. I'm going to chug down some water and Prozac for the moment and hope that helps. I've already put my two week's notice in...my last day is the 22nd. Thank God. Because all work/school and three hours of sleep a night is not...
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Sunday Feb 06, 2005

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You know you're excessively poor when you must hunt around the house just for a few bucks so you'll have some vending-machine caffeine to study with and stay awake. that, and you try to get gas for the car during the day of the week when gas is cheapest.

that, my friends, is when you know you're poor.
desmodius:
don't worry... you'll get cash fast duckified when you become a full fledged nurse... man i got to get a carreer going somehow... maybe i'll get lucky and fall into somethin'... doubt it though...
happy coin hunting... i just put the last of my spending money down on my bass. i owe 292 now... getting closer anyway... it will be mine... oh yes... it will be mine...
mwahahahahaha
hope you have a good day...
keep the faithless
tinsoldier:
been there. it's rough trying to get ahead when you spend more time, money, and effort at school than at making a living. damn the man! later.
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