Panic attacks fucking suck.
I threw up three times this morning, I couldn't keep any food down at all without feeling absolutely sick. Should've been studying today, but instead I took a four hour nap, which made me even more tired. I've lost five lbs. since I've started college last Monday, I don't know if it's because of my doses of Adderoll twice daily that's taking away my appetite or my panic attacks or just no desire to eat because I'm just too busy. Whatever. I see him in maybe 48 hours (yeah...I'm counting down, shuttup) & we're going to have a blast and be lovers for those four days. I won't leave his side, and he'll probably have to tear me off his body when it's time to go back to St. Louis.
Sedated & dazed...but alive. I just need to get a grip on reality. And that really sucks.
I've a paper for English Comp 101 due on Friday...I should probably start that tonight. Bye.
I threw up three times this morning, I couldn't keep any food down at all without feeling absolutely sick. Should've been studying today, but instead I took a four hour nap, which made me even more tired. I've lost five lbs. since I've started college last Monday, I don't know if it's because of my doses of Adderoll twice daily that's taking away my appetite or my panic attacks or just no desire to eat because I'm just too busy. Whatever. I see him in maybe 48 hours (yeah...I'm counting down, shuttup) & we're going to have a blast and be lovers for those four days. I won't leave his side, and he'll probably have to tear me off his body when it's time to go back to St. Louis.
Sedated & dazed...but alive. I just need to get a grip on reality. And that really sucks.
I've a paper for English Comp 101 due on Friday...I should probably start that tonight. Bye.
I'm busy but I eat all the time....so maybe it is the meds