I think I'm going crazy. Absolutely crazy. Twenty days til our last day of school (for seniors), not counting weekends...God, it feels like forever. Just. Let. Me. OUT! I meet with a guidance counselor from UMSL this weekend & we're going to discuss classes and such. I'm really thinking about moving to FLA to be with "someone" 
because I am so sick of St. Louis and I need a different environment.
In other news, I got slightly tipsy last night, went to a friend's mini-party (there were maybe five of us). We were passing around a bottle of Green Apple Schnapps...Schnaups...Fuck...THAT ONE DRINK! And of course, I didn't drink much at all, I wonder if weighing a little below average has an effect? I never drink, my father is an alcoholic and I swore to myself that I would NEVER end up like him. But sure enough...beh. I don't regret it. I wound up slightly making out with this girl from my photography class, Dana. She's not bad looking, yet not a beauty queen, but she has gorgeous long red hair that she always lets me play with in class and her art is fabulous. She's a hardcore lesbian and we've always been flirting with each other, but last night...whew. John was the only person who didn't drink. He took a sip and spit it out. He made a big scene out of it too, such a dork. I still have a slight headache from last night, been drinking lots of water all day. I'm amazed I got to drink last night without having my parents notice at all. We were walking home (Dana and I) and we were giggling about how the sidewalk was moving. God, I love her. I can't say it's sisterly love, the way it was in middle school, but I love kissing girls. I've made up my mind. I'd kiss a girl rather than a guy any day (not saying that I don't love guys...I love them!), I love how their lips are softer and they don't rush into the whole tonsil-hockey thing. I love it. And maybe she and I will have more time together soon, I hope. I'm trying to not fall for her...I think she has someone else in mind, but for now...I'm just enjoying being my bi self, kissing girls and staring at the stars at night. Cheers.
Dani
because I am so sick of St. Louis and I need a different environment.
In other news, I got slightly tipsy last night, went to a friend's mini-party (there were maybe five of us). We were passing around a bottle of Green Apple Schnapps...Schnaups...Fuck...THAT ONE DRINK! And of course, I didn't drink much at all, I wonder if weighing a little below average has an effect? I never drink, my father is an alcoholic and I swore to myself that I would NEVER end up like him. But sure enough...beh. I don't regret it. I wound up slightly making out with this girl from my photography class, Dana. She's not bad looking, yet not a beauty queen, but she has gorgeous long red hair that she always lets me play with in class and her art is fabulous. She's a hardcore lesbian and we've always been flirting with each other, but last night...whew. John was the only person who didn't drink. He took a sip and spit it out. He made a big scene out of it too, such a dork. I still have a slight headache from last night, been drinking lots of water all day. I'm amazed I got to drink last night without having my parents notice at all. We were walking home (Dana and I) and we were giggling about how the sidewalk was moving. God, I love her. I can't say it's sisterly love, the way it was in middle school, but I love kissing girls. I've made up my mind. I'd kiss a girl rather than a guy any day (not saying that I don't love guys...I love them!), I love how their lips are softer and they don't rush into the whole tonsil-hockey thing. I love it. And maybe she and I will have more time together soon, I hope. I'm trying to not fall for her...I think she has someone else in mind, but for now...I'm just enjoying being my bi self, kissing girls and staring at the stars at night. Cheers.
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blinding3rdeye:
sounds like a good time 
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