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South city St. Louis...represent!

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Wednesday Apr 12, 2006

Apr 12, 2006
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i haven't been saying anything because i haven't had anything coherant to say.

my heart has been shattered over and over again even within the last week. i'm in a fragile and bitter state. simple, easy things like smiling, laughing, and living have seemed like a chore lately, and i don't know how long i can be like this.

the boy i've been with might've let go of me...but i haven't been able to let go of him. not yet...probably not ever. it's impossible to let go of someone who pretty much saved you in every way possible.
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tbauc:
I lost my wife in 2000, I can still feel her around me.That will probably never change, i still try, sometimes sucessfully sometimes not, getting on with life.
Apr 14, 2006
yuriel:
.....

-sighs so long and so longingly-

<3 frown frown

-hugs as tight as possible...

You deserve and will come across far better. You're lovely inside and out.

I am so sorry to have to talk to you again and see such frown
-hug-

Let me know if there's anything I can say or do dear.

Only a blind ignorant fool throws away such precious gifts that fortune will never grant to some of us....
mad love

EL SUICIDO LOCO
Apr 17, 2006

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