I really wish they had some kind of coffeeshop at Chesterfield Mall. They tore down Gloria Jean's some time ago for a cell phone store (God, I spent SO much money there on a regular basis, that place was better than Starbucks). I need a pick-me-up before work sometimes, but not really stale coffee from McDonald's.
I have like 170 words on my Anatomy list...
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I have like 170 words on my Anatomy list...
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disynthetic:
I think I should start writing short stories. For practice, since I have no writing education.
tinsoldier:
redbullredbullredbullredbullalways works for meeee!! 
Bah for not working any hours last week.
My paycheck came to $69 even.
Yep...even my check is trying to tell me something.
My paycheck came to $69 even.
Yep...even my check is trying to tell me something.
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sarahjane:
magazines there because they have all the good ones the book stores wont sell and after splurging on every unowned issue she paid with a hundred and got 69 dollars in change. we thought it was all sorts of funny, but the guy helping us didn't quite find it so amusing... Its better than my plans for college. donating eggs beats strippin'
camdenroad:
it could have been $6.90!
Does anyone else cringe when they hear the new Weezer song ("Beverly Hills")? I hear those stupid girls groans (what the fuck are they saying..."give me"?) and I want to barf. God damn you, top 40.
No...I don't listen to Weezer, you ass.
But I do like a few songs off their Blue Album.
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[off-topic] I wish girls my age were smarter. It's so...
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No...I don't listen to Weezer, you ass.
But I do like a few songs off their Blue Album.
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[off-topic] I wish girls my age were smarter. It's so...
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disynthetic:
double post
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disynthetic:
triple post.
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...out came the sun and dried up all the rain
and the itsy bitsy spider went up the spout again.
and the itsy bitsy spider went up the spout again.
Whoever says I don't have anger issues are seriously wrong. I can be giving you the sweetest, most sickening smile and going "it's okay, it's no problem" when I'll be secretly picturing shoving you off a cliff.
It's nothing, really. Little shit bothers me. I'm not paid enough to be your bitch and clean up messes you trail behind you. It's probably just West County...
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It's nothing, really. Little shit bothers me. I'm not paid enough to be your bitch and clean up messes you trail behind you. It's probably just West County...
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clara:
I gave up school when my mom started talking about taking on a second job even though she already worked overtime and had a bum ankle. In retrospect I think it would have been kinder to her to graduate in order to provide myself with more options for a secure future. That's the kind of thing we should all let our parents give us. I wish I'd known then.
n3rd:
Yeah I work at Crestwood Mall and its no fun either. Pursue your dreams and it'll come through. Just keep working at it and never give up on what you want and you'll get there. Never settle.
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sugarpill:
Very very cool.
geometricalfuck:
fuck yeah cognitive coping!
cutting vs. petals stretched across the canvas of a body
funny you mention wasting expensive tools at school. I remember making over 500 fliers for a punk rock show...colored! At kinkos it probably would've been near 50 dollars. I miss taking advantage of the system.
cutting vs. petals stretched across the canvas of a body
funny you mention wasting expensive tools at school. I remember making over 500 fliers for a punk rock show...colored! At kinkos it probably would've been near 50 dollars. I miss taking advantage of the system.
"to the world you might be one person, but to one person you might be the world."
i'd give it all up for love. you can call me crazy if you want. i'm used to it.
i'd give it all up for love. you can call me crazy if you want. i'm used to it.
desmodius:
"Passion, it lies in all of us, sleeping... waiting... and though unwanted... unbidden... it will stir... open its jaws and howl. It speaks to us... guides us... passion rules us all, and we obey. What other choice do we have? Passion is the source of our finest moments. The joy of love... the clarity of hatred... and the ecstasy of grief. It hurts sometimes more than we can bear. If we could live without passion maybe we'd know some kind of peace... but we would be hollow... Empty rooms shuttered and dank. Without passion we'd be truly dead."
"Passion, it lies in all of us, sleeping... waiting... and though unwanted... unbidden... it will stir... open its jaws and howl. It speaks to us... guides us... passion rules us all, and we obey. What other choice do we have? Passion is the source of our finest moments. The joy of love... the clarity of hatred... and the ecstasy of grief. It hurts sometimes more than we can bear. If we could live without passion maybe we'd know some kind of peace... but we would be hollow... Empty rooms shuttered and dank. Without passion we'd be truly dead."
I shouldn't get into fights/debates with people I love before going to bed. I had the strangest panic attack last night...it was not the familiar heart-attack symptoms, but I fell asleep with my heart literally racing.
Woke up around 5am with a scalding hot fever of 103. I thought I was dying. After some Ibprofen, several glasses of ice water, and pacing around the house...
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Woke up around 5am with a scalding hot fever of 103. I thought I was dying. After some Ibprofen, several glasses of ice water, and pacing around the house...
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geometricalfuck:
debates stimulate, not destroy. keep a'fighting!
Was talking to a dude today between classes outside the LRC building (he offered me a cigarette, I gently turned it down, and then he started making conversation) who wasn't all that bad looking. We started talking about music, he told me he was a devoted goth-head. Plus, he was all tattooed (his whole arm was inked, some pretty cool artwork but will probably look...
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undressyourheart:
No one likes a faker. 
techno_ballerina:
screw the "concept" of anarchy...it's a fucking fashion concept. you see a million 12 year old girls wearing the wrist bands with the little symbol, yet if you asked them what it meant to them -- they'd just stare at you like an idiot. it's not their fault, of course. they're just trying to be cool.
the 80s t-shirts are in now, too. why should girls born in 1993 wear those? i doubt they can remember who alf was or when fraggle rock was still on air. beh.
the 80s t-shirts are in now, too. why should girls born in 1993 wear those? i doubt they can remember who alf was or when fraggle rock was still on air. beh.
I've the pen gently poised between my fingers. I hadn't touched my notebook in several months, but here I am again. Exposed. Naked.
They said it would help me. But it doesn't. I've a million things bubbling up inside...exciting things, new experiences/discoveries. Something inside of me numbs up when I reach for the words to form proper sentences. It isn't working.
And...I don't want you...
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They said it would help me. But it doesn't. I've a million things bubbling up inside...exciting things, new experiences/discoveries. Something inside of me numbs up when I reach for the words to form proper sentences. It isn't working.
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geometricalfuck:
I bitch about the now because my rants make tomorrow seem that much better.
It's all fun and games until somebody loses an eye (the ability to see).
geoffrey
It's all fun and games until somebody loses an eye (the ability to see).
geoffrey
sugarpill:
Good, good.
I did an 8-page paper on aids prevention (aka, safe sex) tonight for anatomy. Uugh. That was never-ending. And this was BEFORE I decided it would be smarter to just double-space it.
When it all came down to it....Mr. Condom says, "Only YOU can prevent knocked-up preteens, crack-whores and various other one-night standers! Abstinence is the solution!"
Reminds me of when I was 17...
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When it all came down to it....Mr. Condom says, "Only YOU can prevent knocked-up preteens, crack-whores and various other one-night standers! Abstinence is the solution!"
Reminds me of when I was 17...
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geometricalfuck:
that's so a-typical...the whole trojan over banana trick.
tell her to imporvise, like a leek or something vegitabilitized into craziness. I'm too tired to comment in cohesive words, but you know what I mean.
geoffrey
tell her to imporvise, like a leek or something vegitabilitized into craziness. I'm too tired to comment in cohesive words, but you know what I mean.
geoffrey
tinplatedhero:
Hey, consider yourself lucky... Instead of a banana should could have used something like a kielbasa.
tinplatedhero:
Congrats on being able to visit your honey... boo on eyes doing bad things...
Sorry, I'm not being more verbose... My brain is fried today.
Sorry, I'm not being more verbose... My brain is fried today.
sugarpill:
Eye infections suck. But you look hella cute in those glasses.