techno_ballerina

Doctors...fucking suck. I mean really. I could have a blistered thumb and he'd put me on some mind-numbing medication(s). I'm getting a new psychiatrist. I told him, too. Heheh. I'm such a bitch lately.

Changed my name back to the old name, because an SG stole my name. I wish they could've e-mailed me at least. *smirk*

i don't know what the hell is up with these stuck up SGs and various members whom i comment on in various journals, yet they don't say shit to me. whatever. was taught that when someone gives me a compliment, i say "thanks," and i can understand the lack of responses due to the sets, since those get so many comments, but it's so downright...
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my best friend is moving to st. louis. i had been waiting for this day for so many years, when she would finally say that she would move in with her mom and no longer put up with her father's shit anymore. it's such a long and complicated story. i just went out and bought her some makeup, bright colours of pink and blue, because...
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I want to make a few mixed CD's for the drive to classes. Keep in mind I get on the road at 6:30a and they must be bouncy and happy. Suggestions?

My dad bought me a new computer box thingy with a CD & DVD burner...yay. I maybe without i'net access for a few days, as I'll be backing up files and installing shit. Not...
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Ok, here's my mini rant of the...week? month? Eh, whatever. My co-workers and I were discussing it yesterday and we all agreed.

People, when going to check out at a store or doing anything that involves someone at their designated occupation serving you, pleasepleaseplease get off your cellphones. It's so rude. I have countless customers every day and night who are yapping away on their...
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goddamn...i am sick. went back on my meds last night and an hour and a half after i took them i was vomiting for the rest of the night. fighting with the boyfriend didn't help so much either, for it made my stomach so clenched and god...it hurt. slept in til noon and laid in bed for an hour (i didn't fall asleep until like...
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I really wish they updated SG at 5-6 in the morning so I'd have some nekkid chicks on my computer to look at before I went off for the day; something to get me through. Le sigh. That really sucks because I have to wait until I get home from classes or even 11pm to see each new set. And that really sucks.

Happy birthday...
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I hate balancing out my checkbook every week then seeing I've absolutely no money at all, I got paid today but most of that will be going to my dad, since I owe him. Buying the textbooks absolutely killed me, and I hardly have a dime on me, I hope I can afford to pay my cell bill & have enough for gas.

Bumped my...
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Observations, on the flight/airplane home from Boston:

[*] The woman across from me in the airport lounge has maybe three layers of clothing on, with maybe twelve necklases around her neck...silver and gold, beads and jewels and stones I've never seen before. She has a sweater on her lap and she's stroking it softly and feeding her sleeping husband m&m's. His mouth involuntarily opens and...
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It's going to be one hell of a long day. Classes til noon, then like six hours of travelling. Not to mention I haven't finished packing yet. I can't wait to see him, though. It's six in the morning and I feel like I'm going to pounce out of my skin.

Leaving for four days to Boston to spend time with Phillipe. Maybe a...
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Panic attacks fucking suck.
I threw up three times this morning, I couldn't keep any food down at all without feeling absolutely sick. Should've been studying today, but instead I took a four hour nap, which made me even more tired. I've lost five lbs. since I've started college last Monday, I don't know if it's because of my doses of Adderoll twice daily that's...
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