We got a new kitten!! She's so precious. My sister named her Zoe...she's so friggin tiny and is such a lover. Our other kitty, Jasper, who is ten years old...has been moping in the garage all day because he's no longer Top Cat here at the house. He's still MY cat, though. He'll get over it soon enough. Still...I'm so ga-ga over our new kitten,...
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I don't think I like the feeling of being on muscle relaxers. Take four times a day, as needed. They make my head feel heavy and I blink too many times, trying to make the blurriness fade. Voices come in all directions. I want to curl up in a ball wherever I am, even at work in the middle of the marble floor. The...
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switchcomb:
My locker was too far to use most of the time. If I did use it I would be late to class. Dumb lockers.
desmodius:
my grandmother had a labotomy. i have a shitload of back problems. if i don't wake up in pain. it's not the start of the day...lol... ouch!
years of manual labor jobs and not taking care of yourself'll do that to ya'...
i hope everything works out with your neck, and you are feeling better soon.
i never used a locker in school. never needed one. i was in this class for the kids in school that were bad enough to get expelled but for some reason they didn't. still trying to figure that out. but it was basically like iss for three years straight. except for when i screwed up my knee and was immobile for the better part of a year...
years of manual labor jobs and not taking care of yourself'll do that to ya'...
i hope everything works out with your neck, and you are feeling better soon.
i never used a locker in school. never needed one. i was in this class for the kids in school that were bad enough to get expelled but for some reason they didn't. still trying to figure that out. but it was basically like iss for three years straight. except for when i screwed up my knee and was immobile for the better part of a year...
I want to rip my uterus out, and feed it to my dog. I swear to god. I get every goddamn symptom when I'm on my period (or pmsing)...fever, fatigue, headaches, major bloating and cramps to where I cannot walk, you name it. Plus...I get really, really emotional. Back in the days when I was cutting, I always did it every day when I was...
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phillipe:
save the uterus..we'll need it someday 
love u
love u
poem:
tell me about it 
Something is horribly wrong with me, I swear. I went to the mall today (alone, because stuff with my friends didn't work out) and went to Victoria's Secret, as usual. They're really the only bras that fit me well...expensive or not. The other ones at Target and Marshalls don't ever fit me well enough. I discovered that the usual 34-36A was a little too tight....
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molly:
I'm sorry- you've got the Playmate disease.
You're body is slowely but surely morphing into that of Pamela Anderson
You're body is slowely but surely morphing into that of Pamela Anderson
desmodius:
poplar bluff is in south east missouri. i think i'm about two to three hours away from st louise. more like three really. about an hour from cape... and your musical tastes kick ass too. i love iowa. favorite slipknot album...
where's ballwin?
talk to you later...
where's ballwin?
talk to you later...
My mom and I got into a huge fight. We never fight. Never. And if we do, it's over silly things and we always wound up hugging and laughing it away. So you can imagine how shaken up I am. I'm trying to call her cellphone, but she's not picking up. I hope it's because she has a meeting and that she's not ignoring me....
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switchcomb:
Work. Damn I need to look for that.
desmodius:
yeah. i used to have some pretty good fights with my mom before she died. and i understand about work too. i've been at the same place for four years... yay!! not...lol anyway. we all have our good days and our bad days... but the core group of us... the ones who don't get sick of pumping out bags of burnt wood for bbqs accross the globe( my real job is for royal oak charcoal. I make and package half burnt wood, the other job is for god fathers pizza delivering... yup. i'm all about the dead end industry standards...lol) and quit. we are pretty close and it makes us forget the shit that's going on outside in the real world... we just laugh. get dirty, and try to have a good time....
: I just worked a whole 12-hour shift. Yes...twelve fucking hours. All of it was on my feet. I was supposed to be left off after eight hours but no...I guess they love me too much? Meh.
: My navel ring hurts intensely. I'm putting Bactine and all that good stuff on it and I've been keeping it clean but I keep on getting some...
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: My navel ring hurts intensely. I'm putting Bactine and all that good stuff on it and I've been keeping it clean but I keep on getting some...
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thelastbeliever:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
Hope you have a great day!!
All the best.
Hope you have a great day!!
All the best.
molly:
Happy birthday, you girl. I always love your comments
i don't care what those low-carb fuckers have to say; pancakes and a cold coke make the best lunch ever. heh.
maybe some pics later. not sure. it's raining and i don't want to do this paper.
maybe some pics later. not sure. it's raining and i don't want to do this paper.
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ixion:
finally got up some pics of Molly with the burlesque show!
pb:
i don't get it.
ohmymistake:
you still havent called me. jerkface
Because it had been years since I took an actual survey and I'm sick & bored...meh. It's one of those "50 random questions" I stole off an LJ community somewhere. Steal it and post the answers in your journal. Make me happy. 
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1. One CD you cannot live without: "Karma" by Delerium. Hands down.
2. Have you ever broken a law?: Well...I do speed...
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1. One CD you cannot live without: "Karma" by Delerium. Hands down.
2. Have you ever broken a law?: Well...I do speed...
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pb:
oh, you should flip back in my journals several months...lots of amatuer, existential erotica. i'm not exactly sure those terms go together, but they both have e's so there.
-pb
-pb
poem:
granted
They don't love you like I love you...
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I'm so cold.
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I'm so cold.
pb:
...i think it's dark and it looks like rain
you said
and the wind is blowing like it's the end of the world
you said
and it's so cold
the cold as if you're dead
and then you smiled for a second
i think i'm old and i'm feeling pain
you said
and it's all running out like it's the end of the world
you said
and it's so cold
the cold as if you're dead
then you smiled for a second...
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you said
and the wind is blowing like it's the end of the world
you said
and it's so cold
the cold as if you're dead
and then you smiled for a second
i think i'm old and i'm feeling pain
you said
and it's all running out like it's the end of the world
you said
and it's so cold
the cold as if you're dead
then you smiled for a second...
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Give me some good ways to get rid of 2-day old headaches that DO NOT involve a.) hardcore sex (because I don't have immediate access to a um...wang at the moment) or b.) pot/marijuana (I'm a good girl like that.) Pleeeaase??
I am not going to nap.
I am not going to nap.
I am not going to nap.
I am not going to...
Aw,...
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I am not going to nap.
I am not going to nap.
I am not going to nap.
I am not going to...
Aw,...
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switchcomb:
napping is awesome
day:
i hate headaches hope yours went away...i get them all the time. i have one now have a wonderful weekend sweetie
have a wonderful weekend sweetie added a bunch of new pics. take a peak.
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FUNNY story ahead.
know what happened this morning? ok, so. my brother is a really friendly, popular kind of guy (he's sixteen) and he's always having his friends over to sleep and hang out and stuff, so i'm used to seeing his dudes in sleeping bags out in the family room, usually with their street...
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FUNNY story ahead.
know what happened this morning? ok, so. my brother is a really friendly, popular kind of guy (he's sixteen) and he's always having his friends over to sleep and hang out and stuff, so i'm used to seeing his dudes in sleeping bags out in the family room, usually with their street...
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sneakypie:
ahahahahahah, that's pretty ridiculous. 
man, i can totally see myself doing that, but with someone's car.
man, i can totally see myself doing that, but with someone's car.
ixion:
Well the next time I'm in Ballwin, I'll know where to find a crash out couch...
I liked some of your new pics... you were even smiling a little...
I liked some of your new pics... you were even smiling a little...
landlords suck...
enjoy your knew little buddy. later