I suck. I really, really suck.
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I think I'm a loser. Haha. My first Saturday night off maybe in six months and I did hardly anything. One of my friends was working, so I dipped by St. Peters (hey, it's only 30 minutes away and I had nothing else to do!) and got her a smoothie and some bagels for us. She works in this little office building and we just...
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sugarpill:
That doesn't make you a loser.
I've never tried pot either. What bothers me is that now I'm too old. I have almost no friends anymore and everyone I know has "grown up" and doesn't smoke pot anymore. I missed that boat.
I've never tried pot either. What bothers me is that now I'm too old. I have almost no friends anymore and everyone I know has "grown up" and doesn't smoke pot anymore. I missed that boat.
boo1:
Living with my husbands family means: easy access to pot. LOL.
Midterms: Two weeks in counting. I've paper outlines to construct and tests to study for and various quizzes to prepare for. Yep, that's why I'm starting early. Because lord knows what could come up between today and March 11th. I got into a car accident last night and today I was driving around with my whole back bumper missing. The other cars were laughing at...
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desmodius:
sorry to hear about your car... but glad to hear that you aren't damged... no physical trauma=good accident...
ignore the nurses... they were just probably being cruel... people do that a lot for virtually no reason... don't you just love them for it? lol anyway... they probably were just trying to psyche you out anyway... and if your instructors do turn out to be dicks... at least you'll know what to expect...
laters...
ignore the nurses... they were just probably being cruel... people do that a lot for virtually no reason... don't you just love them for it? lol anyway... they probably were just trying to psyche you out anyway... and if your instructors do turn out to be dicks... at least you'll know what to expect...
laters...
phillipe:
Maybe we should just change your name to "Helen Wheels"
hehe
hehe
It's going to be one of those days where I'm going to wish I could be a kitten and find a huge, fluffy chair facing outside so I can curl up in a ball and sleep in the sunlight all day. I'm not completely sure why I keep on wishing that lately. I just want to have a day where I don't have to care...
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desmodius:
sorry to hear that you fellow workers are being dicks to you... did you try throwing stuff back at the manager... like a call to his superiors?
ash:
thanks so much for the comment on my set!!! I know its probably really late now, lol, but I had a lotta comments 
Fuck you and your beauty standards. Fuck your lipstick advertisements & runway models & "thin is never enough"
Women are beautiful enough as they are. Don't tamper with that (our) beauty.
Women are beautiful enough as they are. Don't tamper with that (our) beauty.
disynthetic:
woah..?
i guess i'm not exposed to lipstick enough to be sensitive to what happens in the advertisements, but wtf?
did you get drive-bye lipstuck by an anorexic gang of hip model wannabes? if so... the bastards. but hey, it will add to your gangsta cred if you did.
i guess i'm not exposed to lipstick enough to be sensitive to what happens in the advertisements, but wtf?
did you get drive-bye lipstuck by an anorexic gang of hip model wannabes? if so... the bastards. but hey, it will add to your gangsta cred if you did.
I've been trying to look for a cute, little black dress, maybe with a scoop or v-neck and maybe something that dips in the back (I think there couldn't be a more elegant trait on a girl than seeing a girl's shoulder blades peeking out of a shirt), nothing fancy or complicated. It would be fun to add some silver jewelry, some lace stockings and...
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emma35:
well right now i'm doing all undergrad courses working on my BSN/RN at OU, and I'm also taking a nursing assistant class on the side which I will have completed in a month or so.
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[Edited on Feb 19, 2005 12:09PM]
disynthetic:
i'm definitely off topic but i think i saw you before, if you work at the walgreens on manchester road. i work at madison's.
that could be either scary or funny, i'm going with funny.
that could be either scary or funny, i'm going with funny.
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desmodius:
cool pics... i like em... 
sugarpill:
Very cool.
I'm trying to convince myself I'm not having a manic episode at the moment. It took me over an hour to actually wake up, but once I was in touch with the world, I kind of got into this euphoric state where everything seemed...okay. I took the Adderall on an empty stomach (I'm going out for a cheeseburger later) and I'm having these wild hand...
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desmodius:
nah... i was on ritalin when i was little but my mom said it zombatized me and that was that... the hardest things i take nowadays is tylenol.... although my best friend from up north in pa where i used to live is bi polar and on some kind of cocktail that keeps changing on him all the time... i'll adk him about them next time i talk to him and see if he's taking or has taken them and get back to you on it... k?
techno_ballerina:
no. please don't ask him. i don't want advice from someone who's on so many medications at once (it can be hard to tell which med is doing for what condition - been there) and whenever I hear the word "cocktail" i think...druggie. 
hope i didn't offend. nothing personal.
hope i didn't offend. nothing personal.
Fuck Valentine's Day. It's really no fun without my boy-toy. But hey...we can make any day V-day when we're together. I can buy him chocolate and thongs any day. V-Day is just an excuse for middle-aged old men to have a chance to get some booty from their wives. That one day of the year. Poor fellas.
But still...I work tonight and it'll be hard...
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But still...I work tonight and it'll be hard...
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sugarpill:
I hear ya.
Although, while middle aged men all over the country are trying to get some booty from their wives, it's interesting to see how "romantic' they are. Or aren't. Most of them can't think outside of flowers and candy. They just want the booty. It's strange to watch all these middle-aged men walk down the streets with flowers, wondering if that's *all* they've got in store for that special someone in their lives. I almost feel sorry for all those poor middle-aged women, who are desperately hoping their husbands will finally GET IT and really sweep them off their feet.
But mostly I think Portishead is fucking cool.
Although, while middle aged men all over the country are trying to get some booty from their wives, it's interesting to see how "romantic' they are. Or aren't. Most of them can't think outside of flowers and candy. They just want the booty. It's strange to watch all these middle-aged men walk down the streets with flowers, wondering if that's *all* they've got in store for that special someone in their lives. I almost feel sorry for all those poor middle-aged women, who are desperately hoping their husbands will finally GET IT and really sweep them off their feet.
But mostly I think Portishead is fucking cool.
phillipe:
Middle aged men...hmm...a daunting prospect to be middle aged isnt it? But me and all the guys on this site don't have to worry about that cause we're all gonna be young and beautiful and idealistic forever
On the flipside of that, I wonder what men in the middle ages got their wives for valentines day.
3 weeks till NOLA woohoo!
On the flipside of that, I wonder what men in the middle ages got their wives for valentines day.
3 weeks till NOLA woohoo!
Your ribcage is like a like sunken ship; and after skin comes bone and after bone comes the heart.
I'd rather go to a poetry reading session and drink coffee, maybe make conversation with a pretty girl. Then maybe we'd go to her apartment and kiss for awhile.
It's not about lust. It's about discovery.
I'd rather go to a poetry reading session and drink coffee, maybe make conversation with a pretty girl. Then maybe we'd go to her apartment and kiss for awhile.
It's not about lust. It's about discovery.
desmodius:
well... maybe a little lust... lol
wynne:
Girl kissing = gorgeousness and gorgeousity.
But I would rather be horizontal.
I am not a tree with my root in the soil
Sucking up minerals and motherly love
So that each March I may gleam into leaf,
Nor am I the beauty of a garden bed
Attracting my share of Ahs and spectacularly painted,
Unknowing I must soon unpetal.
Compared with me, a tree is immortal
And a flower-head not...
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I am not a tree with my root in the soil
Sucking up minerals and motherly love
So that each March I may gleam into leaf,
Nor am I the beauty of a garden bed
Attracting my share of Ahs and spectacularly painted,
Unknowing I must soon unpetal.
Compared with me, a tree is immortal
And a flower-head not...
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wynne:
SP... <3
Are you an Anne Sexton fan, as well?
Are you an Anne Sexton fan, as well?
I'm PMSing horribly at the moment. If I encounter any rude customers who rub me the wrong way tonight, I may explode. I'm going to chug down some water and Prozac for the moment and hope that helps. I've already put my two week's notice in...my last day is the 22nd. Thank God. Because all work/school and three hours of sleep a night is not...
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i found out it would take 4k to fix my car. i'm bummed because insurance may not cover all of it from my accident.