technikc

im just sitting at home tonight, writing music with jordan and having a few drinks (captain morgans "tattoo" and coke is my new thing). im just sitting here , grooving and i realized no matter the bullshit throughout the day and all the stress that im in a great place in my life......... ive moved away from everything i love but ive truly found myself, found who i am and what i need to do in life. ive always played music but living with jordan and how we see eye to eye on music and are interests and just jamming with him makes me feel like something great is going to come of this. there is nothing better than relaxing on a friday night in "the studio" with the lights off, multi colored candles glowing vibrantly all around you with beautiful music playing through all the speakers that is almost hypnotic and meditational if thats a word.. i love just being ingulfed in all of this. where i live is so beautiful and insperational is AMAZING!!! i can literally walk to the beach and just sit by myself and listen to and watch the waves just crash onto the shore and its breathe taking... i guess what im trying to say is dont ever give up hope, some day some way it will all work out for you but YOU need to make to first step into the new light..... take time out to listen to a great record, read a great book, talk to a friend but find yourself, when you do and can truly say who you are, ITS AMAZING

muhalo!