tear_garden

I turn the knob,
Open the door.
But the other room,
Has no floor.

So down I fall,
Into the black.
And there I sit,
No turning back.

It seems so easy,
Sometimes it is.
But never constant,
The mood I'm in.

The knob must turn,
The door must open.
But I'm scared it's not,
What I've been hoping.

So here I sit,
A listless stare.
With unfounded talent,
Something to share.

And still I wait.
I'm scared to fall.
Getting so very,
Sick of it all.

Voila! Wrote that one in my head on the way home from a pal's birthday..

Anyway..

UPDATE 1:

"When The Body Speaks" by Depeche Mode is a song of pure gold... I was listening to it again today and it really hits me..

UPDATE 2:

I love sleep!! I got 11 hours last night... and I'm used to getting 3-6 so this was a joyous and momentous occasion..

UPDATE 3:

I am looking forward to meeting the SG'ers who are coming to the Peacocks thingy on Saturday.. It will be nice to meet some new people.. and say bye to Queena.. Which kinda sucks.. cause I really didn't get to see her and now she's off...

UPDATE 4:

I want to buy like a killion arcade machines from the 80's and put them in a mansion (when I can buy one... One thing at a time tiger!!)

Yeah.

That'd be cool..

N' stuff..



UPDATE 5:

I'm getting bored of being single again... Not depressed or anything.. but kinda wishing to meet people again..

Which is SO annoying.. as I find dating to be a really annoying thing.. as I find the whole dating thing awkward..

I'm totally at ease with people.. I'm a freaking high-profile job kinda guy for freakin sake! BUT- I am the WORST for expressing an interest in someone or understanding when someone is trying to do the same to me.. Or learning where to meet cool people???

Meh.

UPDATE 6:

End of updates! Have a tremendous and joyous day / night with lots of love from all you admire!



PIRATE! Get oughta there!



Yeesh..