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What the HELL am I doing..

It's 1 in the morning.. and I have to work at 5:30... 4.5 hours from now..

And here I am typing.

Gross.

BUT-

I am inspired and never one to turn down inspiration and such..

And so here I go.

I love my life.

I love the ups and downs and ins and outs.

Yes.

I am sober. (Or drunk with emotion?)

UPDATE 1:

This weekend was full of not so sober moments.. as well as some extremely sober and even somber moments. Some of this periods deeply routed in my mind.. others some I'd like to chew and spit into a ...

Spitoon? I don't know how to spell it.

UPDATE 2:

My friends are amazing.

It is unfathomable how I can love people so much without having legal reason to. I wouldn't change a moment of them.. including their fallacies.. Of which they hold.. That adds to the endearment I hold for them.

UPDATE 3:

I am so pumped after my last callback and subsequent discovery I am one of three people who will be awarded a recurring role in a TV miniseries to be shot in the fall in Victoria. I really want this.

I am pouring over the script now and I intend on using my ass-kicking ability to grab the role by the throat and bite into it. (Figuratively speaking of course)

UPDATE 4:

Some people are ridiculous..

I have California license plates on my car.. because I bought it down there and I'm just getting Canadian plates..

WELL

Some people think I'm an American and have screamed for me to "Go home"..

RUDE.

Also, I love to party like the next bloke.. but being way to loud is uncool and not rewardable.

UPDATE 5:

The Victoria Electronic Fest is an amazing way to admire some of the most amazingly gorgeous women (and people in general) aside from SG, of course..



UPDATE 6:

My Ed Wood style Erotica DVD project is really getting me pumped. This is something that will surely be awesome.

UPDATE 7:

You are looking absolutely superior today.. but then you always do. I love the hair.. But your smile is also key. I think all of this though.. pales in comparison to your lovely smile and the way your eyes can say things that most people only dream of hearing.

It's nice to get a compliment isn't it?

(BTW.. Is it rude to randomly compliment someone on looking great? I never really do this.. but I am wondering if it's appropriate.. In a non-flirtatious and friendly way.. with sincerity)

UPDATE 8:

You have slogged through 8 updates!!!!!



You win my love.