teapots

i'm from the gateway state. the journey of a 1000 miles begins with the first step -or is that the first mis-step? it depends on which water glass perspective you favor -the whole half full/half empty paradox. have you been to the sclupture park? it's called something like laumeier park. i highly recommend it after hours (it's called trespassing then) with a friend or two on a fall evening with a little joy division/tones on tail/sisters of mercy polyphonic. it used to make me feel better.

i reassure you that this too, what you're feeling, (the reassurance you seek), this trying time -shall pass. it's all about context. think back to sometime in your past. the thing you overcame. or that thing you did or how far you've come. it was worth it. this too shall be worth it. this moment will build a part of you. without experience there is no life.

my theory is that life is all about possibilities. that is the boundless well from which all new beginnings spring. it's worth it if you want it. distance allows introspection and provides dialogue for what you might have never been asked to put words to.