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Civilized Savagery:

What now?
I've come to embrace the harsh reality that no good is without its bad and that all pleasure is either followed or preceded by…. pain. Love, is no exception.

What now?
The painful sting of the break, the dull grind of the ensuing solitude. Both are o’so familiar to me now. Im learning to condition myself to embrace both. The good...
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I'm in the deep end.
I've never been more ok and this fucked up at the same time. The Embodiment of responsibly irresponsible, the very definition of perfect imperfection.

I'm not cold or disconnected as you say...rather.. calculated, controlled, disciplined... yet loving..the perfect balance of selfish and selfless...a beautiful blend of pleasure and pain...nature at its finest...a humble ego striving for the next...stroke..
yea i...
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A Beautiful Disaster.

Her mood changes like the tides. Shallow then...deeper now.

Decisively indecisive, her choices are, never permanent.

Ever changing, like the waning and waxing of the moon, always pushing forward, also back, to her most pleasurable moment... now and then.

A display of choreographed chaos, her mind.... Is... A Beautiful Disaster.

This Is Civilized Savagery.

Fight. Fuck. Eat. Repeat.....This is Civilized Savagery .