tdblitz

today was worse....Even though I hada good morning it did nothing but lead to a crash.... I don't know what it is. Something in me isn't right and something is going wrong. I don't know what but last time I had a feeling like this.... Bad things happened. I have thoughts flying through my head and thats a bad thing in my case cause my mind is very vivid and very imaginative. Everyone says it's normal to be depressed while here. Hell we even had a suicide a couple weeks ago. Im trying, I swear I am, to get better. Im trying to make everything seem a little brighter. Trying to make my world a little rounder, trying to make everything make more sense. But sometimes thats not as easy as it sounds. This I believe is just going to take some time. And, unfortunately, I have time. sitting around doing nothing in a barracks that suck, on an island that blows, with people who you can't talk to. Whatever... im gonna drift off into my music once again....Laterz.