tdblitz

Im tired....im lonely....im angry and depressed and I don't know what to do. It doesn't show but it's there. I can't take this much longer this feelings of loss and striped of my pride as a Marine. Being in a country where people hate you is something I hope no one goes through. We serve and protect but we get shit on at the same time. I love my beloved corp more then anything. But im not a kid. Im not some little punk on the streets of NY anymore. I know right, wrong, and just plain stupid and I can't take this. I want to just drop my rank and give a piece of my mind to the CG of this island. It's only been 7 months but still. 7 months is a long time with no real human interaction. except the marines around you. kinda difficult when you can't have a decent conversation with the locals on the island. thats why I liked going to Australia. At least there people spoke a language I understood.....most of the time. The only difference was the dilect and range of words they used. that was it. I could still say "How ya going" and people knew what I mean't.

and that is my rant for the day.....good night.