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I wish.... I was better with women. end of story. Being lonely out here sucks ass.

im bored....really bored. someone please entertain me or something..... I'z gotz aim. Okinawa bores me sooooooo much....anyways....laters. just felt like poppin in again.

so today......was only a good day cause I got to drown my mind out with work. Just work work work work work. Found out that my friend that leaves in 3 days is banging a chick I like. freakin awesome. Just get her hooked on him so I can be totally fucking miserable out here. I just want to go back to the states...or somewhere...
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today was worse....Even though I hada good morning it did nothing but lead to a crash.... I don't know what it is. Something in me isn't right and something is going wrong. I don't know what but last time I had a feeling like this.... Bad things happened. I have thoughts flying through my head and thats a bad thing in my case cause my...
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Im tired....im lonely....im angry and depressed and I don't know what to do. It doesn't show but it's there. I can't take this much longer this feelings of loss and striped of my pride as a Marine. Being in a country where people hate you is something I hope no one goes through. We serve and protect but we get shit on at the same...
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So haven't written in a while. been a little occupied with work and everything. It's gonna be even more hectic this up coming week. They swapped me over to the night crew and im gonna be working crazy long hours. But on a good note, im finally becoming more respected not only in my shop, but as well as my squadron.

I miss home. Lots...
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So....the other day I found out that im going to australia. Kinda cool. I guess. It's not the States, but at least I can speak with the locals instead of having to learn a TOTALLY new language. I mean, I'll have to learn lingo, but besides that im in the clear.

So this weekend has been kinda good I guess. I played softball today with...
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So I sit here in my thoughts and....I dun know maybe it's just that im lonely. The past couple days have been hard for no reason whatsoever. I think it's more of a being distant from my family. Not having the same freedoms I would have if I was back home.
But on a lighter note, I got a hair cut and look god damn...
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So I think im going insane. I had some weird thoughts last week when I thought I was going to Afghanastan. Like really fucked up thoughts. And now im not going and I stepped back and realized that the marines has definately affected my mind in one way or another. Sometimes I wonder if this was truely the right choice for me. I mean I...
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Sup, Im a US Marine in Japan and im bored. Nothing to do. Miss american girls and American everything.