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Thursday May 18, 2006

May 18, 2006
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So back when I started on second shift in February I said I would give an evaluation of what I think: is it good, is it bad, has it made me homicidal, have I become grumpier, will that coyote ever catch that damn road runner, where did i find that great leather vest, will i want to quit... you know all the essential questions.
Well for starters my life this past 4 months has been quite different than any other time in my life and not just because of the night shift, although i think that does play an small role. For someone who didn't really date anyone or really have any interest when I was at school, I've definitely done a whole lot within 4 months, hell within 6 months. For starters I lost my v-card to a very nice and pretty girl, and for some unknown reason well i guess alcohol may have played a part, became a make-out slut. Then more recently met up with a girl I used to work with back in high school, went out on a couple of dates and now I really don't know. I thought things were going well but now she's not returning my calls... damn women. So till she calls me back I'm just gonna lay low with that, don't want to be that creepy guy who keeps calling.
Alright enough about that. Now to the topic at hand, where did i find that awesome leather vest? Well if you must know it was an auction item at auction-it today of west bloomfield (look at the add whoring under the picture) owned by the hairy osoesoteric and the wonderful missbernie was oh so kind to take a picture. I can't remember if anyone actually bought it but c'mon.
So needless to say, I really don't want to talk about the work thing. I still don't like my job, and second shift is just making it even more boring. My education is going to waste, and I literally am averaging a loss of at least 7 brain cells every time I go in there and sniff those wonderful paint fumes, which I don't even get a buzz off of anymore cause I'm so used to it. I stand at the exit of an oven most nights waiting for a painted car body to come out and check it for dirt. The same monotonous thing every night, and I understand for some people they like that because it's comforting, but I need a change. That's really sad that after only working for 16 months I'm ready to move on. I guess that's why my generation will probably at least 5 major careers in their lifetime. So I have to debate it again: money and job security vs. hapiness. I did get some advice from grandfather which was helpful. He sad he never had a job that he didn't like and that money doesn't mean everything, which i've always known, but with the way the economy is going right now in this area... ugggh it just makes the decision even harder. Do I have to move, go back to school leave all that I know and love here and start over? I've got a lot of decisions to make and they are going to be life changing and that will be the harderst part. confused
Anyways if you are still reading this then I am amazed, I kinda zonked out myself about 3 paragraphs ago, just had to get some stuff off my chest and crazy ramblings are good for ya every now and then, What do you think Mr. Blue Duck? That's Quacktastic tongue
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eireann:
Eh, if she doesn't call you back, it's her loss.

I have a very nice and cute friend I'm trying to hook up with someone nice... she's small, she's cute, she's asian...
and a bookworm.

Lemme know. <3
May 20, 2006
missbernie:
you have me and that's all that really matters smile
May 22, 2006

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