tchort

what am i gonna do
i am crying a bottle of wine over you
this is something i don't usually do
but i'm crying a bottle of wine over you

twelve days and many long nights have passed
since i let go of my heart way too fast
too many long summer nights
i've been checking for errors on the telephone lines

what am i...
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out

why is your sky always so much bluer than mine
you look to your sky and say how beautiful
and i look at my walls and scream let me out

and if your walls ever should come falling
i'd understand
yes i'd understand
because mine already has

let me out
let me out

i am so fucking sad right now.
i can't stop crying
she left

andrew wood, just another beautiful junkie dead.
i actually dated a junkie once, thought she had some talent maybe. she didn't.
so i ended up stealing her methodone and write poetry as a mad man.
she was the best kisser though, holy fuck

to crawl under one's skin.


isolated so long, blighted by the first frost.
longing for the warmth of human touch.
through this wall of ice i can see you.

callous only outside, from the kicking
and the beating down.
please rip them from my body, please!

glacier growing larger.
mirror growing darker.
do you see the blue?

my forefront of consciousness.
has been ignored.
the...
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Once I had my heroes
Once I had my dreams
But all of that is changed now
The truth begins again
The truth is not that comfortable, no
Mother taught us patience
The virtues of restraint
Father taught us boundaries
The knowledge we must go
I'm trying to protect my unity

A friend of mine once told me
His one and only aim
To build...
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The pelican was adopted as a Christian symbol early on because mother pelicans would pierce their own breasts to feed their brood with blood -- seen as a sacrifice not dissimilar to that of Jesus' by the Church leaders.

KILL, FUCK, DIE

all my friends are hellions
they got nine toes in their graves
we all live to thrill ourselves but got
twice the will to die

i am pissed and violent
someday you'll understand
Iim living to thrill myself like
the animal i know i am

you wanna live, wanna die, wanna cry
an angry noise
kill, fuck, die all ya get from...
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