My wife .... I miss you so much each day. As I try to get by each day recovering from now back surgery number three, being forced to resign from being a street Paramedic and moving from NYC to South Carolina. I look to you for guidance and additional strength you have pushed me to renew my love of Art and Photography. Become a more sociable person, ok I'm still working on that one. You have still guided me, through your sister and nieces to embrace SG. I have to admit 100% that I have done so, supported my niece in her modeling endeavors. Controlled my temper greatly when it came to people saying some very negative words about her and her choices. I swore that even heard you laughing when your father and I shook hands and embraced when as a "family" we visited your burial site. I even thought I heard you chuckle when I attempted to speak to your mother and aunt in Italian. When we were married, I promised you that there was nothing on this earth that I would not do for you. Converting to Catholicism, trying to learn to speak Italian and cook Italian and a few more things I will never mention. I have never loved this deeply again and swore that I never would. I sit back and try to be a better man even to this day because of you. I hope I used the right words when our niece came to me for advice ... Me of all people! She said she now knows why you chose me .... After hanging up the phone I looked up to the heavens and cried. Yes you made me into a softy. I love you .... Always.
