Yesterday was a bad day... I do not tell most people that I was married when I was 18 and in the Navy, my wife was killed three weeks after the wedding in a car accident. Last night I was at a family function with my dad here in South Carolina when I was talking to a new found relative... the conversation started off pretty good then it started getting a lil personal. I was asked why I wasnt married and why don't I have any children. I changed the subject of the conversation a few times then I excused myself and walked away. Ever since that conversation I have been thinking of her and the fact that I never had a child. Honestly I do not want to marry again and I do not want a kid without her. Its a personal decision for me ... I have lived with my choices. Why is it so hard for people to understand and respect my choice. Really !!
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selinia:
I'm so sorry to read this. You're the first that I "meet" who still believe in his first marriage. Really, it's simple nowaday starting a "new" life with someone else: I admire you. Stay strong!
tc_nikon:
Thank you. It is difficult at times.