tazgoth

I drew that picture after my old friend Sarah told me she couldnt hang with me anymore. She wanted to be with Jesus, But even though she believed in "God". She was still sad that she had to leave all her friends. Anyway thanks...
Last night i was thinking about something. I wondered how i got like this. Then i started to think about my old house (the house i grew up in). I believed that place was haunted. And i think that is why im so weird and why i have so many mental problems wrong with me. One time a saw a Ball in the kitchen and living room. Everything had a golden tint to it. It freaked me out. I was only 5 at the time, and it wasnt a dream cause my brother still talks about. Then their was the time a log on my front porch rolled across it. Ahh and when i saw the Grim reaper in my window. I still cry about that. Hmm... I really cant explain it. Im not good at it. I do have Schizoaffective disorder and borderline personally disorder. well i dont know.... I just dont know how i turned out like this.
well i guess ill talk to you guys later... take care!