tawnykay

OH MY GOSHHHHHHHH

So, I was gonna bomb out in both the college classes I was taking, so I decided to withdraw from the one that I liked better of the two, staying enrolled in the class I liked the least. My thought behind this was I could give 100% to the shitty borring ass psychology class and get a decent grade, and then take the kinda fun math class next semester....but my spirits were low and I had no confidence at this point.

WELL.....

Tonight I landed an A on my mid-term. That's right ladies and gents...an A!!!!!

and.....every test or quiz since I dropped my math class has been a solid B. Not too shabby huh?

So I think I turned it around and it was the boost I needed to get through this semester and feel like it's worth it to keep taking classes! I"M HAPPY!!!

My work sucks. I bitch about it alot on here cuz if I do on Myspace I could lose my job. So much for freedom of speech. I like doing hair but I hate being a hairdresser.

I just did a report for school on legalized brothel prostitution and realized that my job and that job have some similarities. Which bothered me on several levels. One being that I didn't go to beauty school and spend tons of money and hours there just to realize 6 years later that my job is comparible to prostitution.....and second of all....prostitues make more money than I do and they didn't have to go to school do learn their profession. How the hell is that fair?? MEH.

Sometimes I wish I was prettier. I wish I didn't have trunky thighs and such a damn round ass. I wish my skin was clearer and my teether were straighter and whiter........general insecurity crap right?

But tonight I came home to this....


And I love it and I love Cadducus for making it for me.

And all of a sudden my yahoo launchcast radio thingy started working after many months of not working.

And now I will go to bed happyand sleep well. Life is good!