tawnykay

So, I pulled another all day stint at work. Nothing like opening the shop...hanging out there until closing...closing the shop and waking up and going where?? Back to the shop! It's really such a blessing that I like my job and enjoy my co-workers....cuz boy if I didn't I'd be feeling pretty homicidal right about now!

I'd love to bitch about work....I could go on and on but I will spare you my petty nit pickings and just say that I really do have a cool boss. My co-workers are nice girls even if we all get on each others nerves and the clients for the most part rock too. Horray for supercuNts!!!

So sadly, Dustin and I can't scrounge up tickets to see Hank the third at the end of this month so we will be missing another show that we both really want to see! Southern Culture on the Skids is playing in Sparks NV next month and oh lordy if I don't make it to that show I am just gonna have to lay down and die. I will be hitch hiking and spare-changing if I have to. You know about my SCOTS obsession!!!

I have been in remission for my neurological disorder (disease sounds too dramatic for me) for 3 and a half years now, which I have been very happy and proud of. However, I have been having alot of pain and well...symptoms of a relapse. This is shitty shitty news and I have been in denial about it for a while now but I went ahead and made a neurology appointment....I'm waiting for them to call me back with a date on that. I also have a CT scan of my brain scheduled for friday. I hope I can feel well enough to make it through the weekend because I have a hell of a weekend planned...

On Staurday I am on maid of honor duty, I gotta get myself all dolled up for wedding prtraits. My lil sister is getting married on Sunday. Not only am I the maid of honor but I am also the family hairdresser so I have to bust out my sisters updo on saturday for the pictures, my other sisters hairdo as well as my own! The Sunday evening I am trying to put together Dustin's birthday party but so far only Jim, Sarah and Ben, my old home girl hether and her hub and possibley Luke and Sarah are coming. Chelsea said she would be there but I haven't heard from her in a while so I am not so sure. Anyway it might be a small party. I will be disapointed if it is a really small party because I want it to be hoppin.

Then Sunday my sister is getting married at 10 AM so I have to don the maid of honor dress yet again....bust out some wicked wedding hair yet again and then last a whole wedding *WHICH* I am completely unprepared for....I haven't written my toast/speechy thing yet. Ah hell, I'll just wing it. I'd hate to be up there reading something long and boring anyway.

I paid for my year subscription to SUICIDE GIRLS and I have enjoyed the artful displays of nudity.....I wish I'd know about them back when I was 19 and auditioning at titty bars all over sacramento. I could have probably gotten the same thrill from just posing for them back when I was young and beautiful..... but unfortunately my interest in Suicide girls is causing some contraversy in my relationship. Dustin is worried that i want to be a suicide girl too badly and taht he is in some way holding me back from doing it. I don't know wether to be irritated with im or flattered that he thinks I am suicide girl quality. Lord knows I am not. They don't show case almost 30 year old overweight single moms with 2 kids. And rightly so...unless she looks nothing like a over weight 30 yr old mother of 2 noone would want to look at her. Point being...I can fantasize but my time passed ten years ago. I can accept that and anyway he takes darling pictures of me that make me feel like a suicide girl, so that's close enough......I'm happy with that.

Also I think they go for tough girls......haha...everyone always comments on me being so "sweet" so no matter which way you slice it I just don't fit the mould!

Ok...and then the next weekend I am traveling to SanFransisco with my baby sister so she can go meet her latin lover. Which I don't want to do either but I love her too much not to, so at this point I am just whining.

And when I start whining and complaining about trivial things then it is time for me to stop typing! And right now I don't have a headache which is a miracle and means I should probably use my time wisely and go have sex.