tawanise

Today is the day, please wish me luck if you haven't already.

Luck in all of your endevors,
may you have patience when u need it.

Yesterday did not feel like a monday. Having last daturday off really fucked with my head. I am getting tired and I can't wait for tomorrow, I got to go for an interview at a new apartment and hopefully I get in. I need to get out of this place.

I got some of the best news today, I get to have saturday off. I hope everybody had a good thanksgiving thursday.
Enjoy The Weekend.

Work fucking sucked today, i got to work at 10am left at 10pm, man I need a break. I am off for the next two days and I will enjoy every second of the time off.

I'm back and still as bad as ever, took a break from stuff and I can't wait to see who's new to SG.

I'm feeling a bit better. I think that I need just need a place to chill out with friends, on the bad side is since I got back to MI most of my friends have since left onto better things.
Need more friends!!!

Thursday I had to leave the state, went down to Indiana and see my grandma for the last time. She was in so much unplesent pain for the longest time that she decided to stop. So the took her off of the ventilator and all of the other life support stuff. She still had fight in her and then died at 2:00pm that day. I...
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My plans for this month are
1. spend time understanding where
i'm at in my life
2. meet at least 10 new people and hang
out with them
3. drag myself outside of my house at
least 4-5 time a week insted of the 3
4. cut back smoking to about 4 packs a
week
5. not to hit anybody that makes me
angry

What...
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People are funny all of the time,
They say the same thing 2 or more times and think that you still dodn't hear them, my boss asked me today if i could assemble a desk when i just got done fixing the truck. The truck had no directions, and the desk did. But he asked me 4 times "do you think you could handle putting...
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Going down roads alone,
Never seeing what is shown.

Finding nothing in everything,
At a distance I hear a woman scream.

Running as fast as I can,
Come to find out it was a man.

Looking at him mild and meek,
His scream turned into a shriek.

Tired and alone,
I said to him, "Bitch be gone."

Then I looked for his fear,
It was...
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An angels face
shows up under grace.

Filling your heart
with what you had from the start.

A caring affection that is clear
for one that you hold so dear.

Begginnings anew
for you, true.

If you seek the light
look into someones eye.

That glimmer and sparkle
ment not to startle.

To calm and commfort
those that suffer.

Before you sleep
take these words...
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I got to take a piss test on monday, no worries though I don't pop. But its cool cause I get to come in an hour later. HaHa