tatum

Well this has certainly been an interesting few days! Thursday Elise and I watched "Better Than Chocolate", my lord I want that to happen to me!! I'm so obsessed with this movie now! Well this movie just got it all started in thinking that everything would be ok with me and that I could accept myself.

Then Friday I went out with two of my old friends from high school. One that I hadn't seen forever. We were just sitting at the pizza place talking and the subject of the internet and ways to make money came up. I don't know why but I just felt like spilling everything out to them and you know what? They really accepted me and were completely ok with it and wondered why I hadn't told them before! That was so great, I thought I was going to freak them out so badly but they completely accepted me with open arms!

Then today at church, yes my mom still drags me there when I go home on the weekends! But it was so awesome to go today. The preacher was talking about homosexuals and bisexuals and how God would love you for anything that you do. I don't want to get into more details about this subject because I know this is sort of touchy. But yeah, I've been struggling with this for awhile and it was just so great for our preacher to say this with my mom sitting right there! She looked a little shocked that he would say such a thing lol, oh well!

Yay for other people accepting me!! And a big yay for accepting myself!!